Last year I felt the hottest I’ve ever been. I was exercising, and eating at a very disciplined time. Every day I’d wake up and have my cup of black coffee, water my plants, do some work, exercise, walk out to my favorite food stall for lunch, do more work, or read my books, and then I would go out at night. From the outside looking in, I was operating a regiment that made it seem like I have my shit together. And I did, at least for a litt...