Cardenio - Days and Nights in the Wilderness

An Exemplary Novel

Leo Schulz

Three (My Mother)


My parents had jobs and were gone from about eight in the morning until half past six in the evening. I loved to be in the house alone. I took days off school to dress in my mother’s clothes. She had nice things, including a blonde wig. I took great care to dress as close as possible to a real woman. I often wore her pantyhose but she had suspenders and stockings and I liked to wear them too. I stuffed her bra with tissue, wore a petticoat and made myself up as fully as I could, foundation, mascara, eyeliner, lipstick. I tried different dresses and combinations of skirts and blouses. I put on her jewellery, a string of pearls and a gold bracelet.

Once I was dressed I paraded myself in front of the mirror. I imitated the way women walk and look, the way they stand and sit. I imagined men being interested in me, wanting to kiss me and touch me, feeling my breasts and between my legs.

I loved doing this and wanted to have female clothes of my own.

After a time, longing for more sensation, I went to my father’s tool-room and lighted on a wooden-handled wrench. When I had dressed and worked myself up with posing for the mirror, I raised the skirt, bared my buttocks and slowly and firmly penetrated myself with the handle of the wrench.

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Cardenio: Days and Nights in the Wilderness