Today is not a good day. I've got black thoughts swirling around and some bitter musings to deal with. So of course, this translates into me leaking onto the page to try and find some healing. So here's something raw, completely unrefined and slightly mangled. Eventually I'll try to reshape it into something better. But for today, the fact that I can push some of the misery out somewhere is good enough.


i’m looking for validation in all the desperate placesscrambling and gr...