Trying to stay up
When all is crashing down
Have to keep my composure
So I won't lose myself
For I am all that I have left
Abandoned by all
I remain in the corner
Where I was placed
Feeling like the dunce I am
I fooled myself
Into thinking this time would be different
It is not my fault
The way things turned out
All odds against me
But what else is new
I remain alive
But within I'm dead
My only friend
Lives in the chamber of my gun
One day we will meet
And forever keep each other company
In eternal sleep