Aspen's World of Chaos~ discussion

*dangles on the edge of the roof, holding Natalia* I needed a fresh start..

Late night
Call you in the late night
Trade love for one night
Two pills and a red wine
Talk offline, no, I don't mind
The words that you don't say
No love when you hold me
No calling the next day
It's a one way, no
And now the sun is up, I'm coming down
(Nobody nowhere, I'm nobody nowhere)
We just blow it up, blow it out
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Pain is on my right
Sex, money, feelings, die
(Sex, money, feelings, die)
Sex, money, feelings, die
Oh, I'm afraid of the sunlight
I don't care to be alright
Two lines, one time
Every night, every weekend, weeknight
Oh, my, lights off when I wake up
Tears under my makeup
Your lips will stay shut
When we wake up, break up
I don't wanna think about, think about you
Drink up, drink up
I'm so fucked up
All I want is you
No, I don't wanna think about, think about you
Drink up, drink up
I'm so fucked up
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Pain is on my right
Sex, money, feelings, die
(Sex, money, feelings, die)
Sex, money, feelings, die
All night, all night, all night
All of these nights, sex, money, lies
All night, all night, all night, ooh
All, all night, all night, all night
All of these nights, sex, money, lies
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Pain is on my right
Sex, money, feelings, die
(Sex, money, feelings, die)
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Baby, don't you cry
Sex, money, feelings, die
Pain is on my right
Sex, money, feelings, die
(Sex, money, feelings, die)
Sex, money, feelings, die

*walks inside and sits on the counter, humming*

I'm not even gonna sit here and attempt to feel sorry for myself. I fucked up. I can't do anything but wait for him and move forward. Until he comes to me, I'm gonna move forward. The world isn't gonna stop and wait for my heartbreak to end. Even if it's due to my own actions

I'm only gonna be active here. That'll be better for me. Here and pms only

*Walks in here and leans against the doorframe*

*looks at you* you can come in if you'd like *hugs one knee*

*walks in and looks around and chooses a spot on the couch to sit on*

*looks down at the ground*

Don't blame yourself. *looks at you, one leg crossed over my other and arms crossed leaning back against the couch*

*chuckles softly* Kinda hard not to. It is my fault. But either way, blaming myself won't do anything

HOW THE FUCK DOES MY ASS HURT WHEN I'M SITTING ON A FUCKING PILLOW

*Shrugs*

Aspen {Semi-hiatus} ~Sex money feelings die~ wrote: "HOW THE FUCK DOES MY ASS HURT WHEN I'M SITTING ON A FUCKING PILLOW"

I wanna say sum to that so bad🤣

*moves from the counter to the floor and lays down*

Jay ~THE ROACH KING!!!~ wrote: "Aspen {Semi-hiatus} ~Sex money feelings die~ wrote: "HOW THE FUCK DOES MY ASS HURT WHEN I'M SITTING ON A FUCKING PILLOW"

I wanna say sum to that so bad🤣"

-_- Motherfucker, leave-

Jay ~THE ROACH KING!!!~ wrote: "Aspen {Semi-hiatus} ~Sex money feelings die~ wrote: "HOW THE FUCK DOES MY ASS HURT WHEN I'M SITTING ON A FUCKING PILLOW"

I wanna say sum to that so bad🤣"

*Stares* I'll snap your neck if you show any disloyalty to Luna.

*looks at the clock* And it still hasn't warn off completely? Tf

I'll be back.

Okay

[Ethan] wrote: "Jay ~THE ROACH KING!!!~ wrote: "Aspen {Semi-hiatus} ~Sex money feelings die~ wrote: "HOW THE FUCK DOES MY ASS HURT WHEN I'M SITTING ON A FUCKING PILLOW"

I wanna say sum to that so bad🤣"

*Stares* ..."
(imma say one thing rq Aspen) ok so Ethan it wasn't anything involving me I was gonna say kinky

anyways bye

Mkay. I'll be back in like 20 minutes

ig 10 was the answer lmfao

*sits up and climbs on top of the cabinets*

*Yawns*

*looks down at you* you should sleep if you're tired

I already napped for six hours. I'm fine

*shrugs* If you say so *rubs my right ankle*

*blinks and looks at the email from the psychic* Okay. Why the hell are they calling me out so damn bad

Hm?

I SHUFFLED MY TAROT DECK ONCE AND IT THREW OUT A CARD SHADING THE FUCK OUT OF ME T^T

[Ethan] wrote: "Hm?"

The details in specific are irrelevant lol

*hums and looks at all the cards* As much as I hate being called out...I needed to hear that

?

I did a reading on myself

oh

Mhm

I’ve never had one done before…

What was it?

*looks out the window* it was mostly aimed at things about the relationship

Can I know what they were?

*chuckles softly and taps my arm* it quite literally pointed out all my faults

*Sighs* EXplain the cards Aspen.

*curls into a corner*

...

I wanna know what they were *shrugs*

"Pushy, demanding."
"heartbreaker, cheating"
"stubborn"
"heartbreak, betrayal, depression, sorrow"

Oh

ill be back