Bushra

“I am fearful of romantic dinners,
huge crowds, dusk -
of normal things-
afraid to be loved,
the one thing I want most.
Maybe it's because I don't think I deserve it
because I am not that perfect
little girl that I was supposed to be,
well manicured and well groomed,
because I have nervous breakdowns,
and take pills,
and keep moving on.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“Sometimes you have to travel a long way to find what is near”
― Paulo Coelho, Aleph

“Everything people did seemed so silly, because they only died in the end.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

“I felt myself melting into the shadows like the negative of a person I'd never seen before in my life.”
― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar