“This was how I knew the sleep was having an effect: I was growing less and less attached to life. If I kept going, I thought, I'd disappear completely, then reappear in some new form. This was my hope. This was the dream.”
― My Year of Rest and Relaxation
― My Year of Rest and Relaxation
“When dealing with myself I am powerless.”
― Letters to Felice
― Letters to Felice
“I’m stuck here in a cycle and I am getting older but I am not growing up and my heart is getting soft dark spots on it like a fruit that has gone bad or is soft because too many hands have squeezed it but then put it back down not because I am not ready but because they were not ready for my type of fruity flesh. I felt so ripe and sweet—what was off? The truth is, I was forcing myself into people’s mouths. I jumped out of their hands and into their mouths and I yelled EAT ME way before they even had a chance to get hungry and notice me and lift me up.”
― Little Weirds
― Little Weirds
“There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.”
― Letters to Felice
― Letters to Felice
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