Stefania

“He likes to take care of people. It makes him feel better to make other people feel better, and he generally knows how to do that. It comes naturally to him and gives him a sense of accomplishment. Sometimes it's tiring, and sometimes it drains him, and sometimes he forgets that he needs to be taken care of, too, but overall-it's the most rewarding thing he's ever done in life.”
― zappazariel

“I want to ask if he wanted to talk to me in all that time, if he ever
typed out messages that went unsent or thought about calling for so long he actually started to dial.
If he too feels like he lost two good years of his life when we stopped talking, and why he let it happen.”
― Emily Henry, People We Meet on Vacation

“He liked knowing that he and Sirius could be in a room full of people, and no one had a clue what they had been doing only the night before, or even two hours earlier. He liked getting away with it. He liked seeing Sirius with a girl, and thinking never mind, later he belongs to me.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes

“Now, Sirius was no longer the boy from those fantasies. He was no longer young, and beautiful, and full of life. He was no longer the person Moony had fallen in love with - though he remembered that person, as if from far away. He remembered being loud, and vibrant, and reckless. He remembered the love he'd held for mischief, and for his friends; he remembered laughing with his head thrown back, sweeping his hair behind one ear, smirking with that devilish confidence that he'd always projected.
But that boy felt more like a dream than anything else. And Sirius couldn't bear the thought of going to Moony now, as he was, and watching the fantasy wither before his eyes. Who could be expected to love a black hole, where there had once been a star?”
― Rollercoasterwords, All the Young Dudes: Sirius's Perspective - Volume Four: 'Til The End