

“It takes an egomaniac like me to play the fool convincingly.”
― The Beggar Student
― The Beggar Student

“Ah! I do have things to say. I have lots to say. It's just that suddenly I don't feel like saying them. I just don't want to. Hell with it. I don't care if my hometown never understands me. I'm resigned to that. I give up on the robes of gold.”
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic

“I discovered that, for me, what might become art was not the scenery of Tokyo, but the "I" inside the scenery. Had I become deluded by art? Had I deluded art? Conclusion: Art is "I".”
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic

“I was so crazed by my own sufferng that I became blind to the obvious fact that other people, too, were living for all they were worth.”
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic
― Self-Portraits: Tales from the Life of Japan's Great Decadent Romantic

“... there is heartbreak in the forgetting of heartbreak, in the forgetting of pain, which returns bright and pulsing regardless of the seconds it has been put aside. Do not leave me here, it tells you. Pain becomes an animal, walking at your side. Pain becomes a home you can carry with you.”
― Cursed Bread
― Cursed Bread
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