Yamara

“I hold on to him longer than is necessary, but then I let him go. Of course I let him go; there’s no other choice. He has a life, and so do I. No matter what I want, the sun has come up and the world will not fade away.”
― Megan Hart, Tear You Apart

“Because I love you more than this."
And by "this" he means everything.”
― Cassia Leo, Bring Me Home

“That life.
This life.
It looks as if you can have both. I mean, they're both right there, one on top of the other, and it looks as if they'll blend.
But they never will.
So, you take this thing.
You take this thing you want,
and you put it in a box
and you close the lid.
You can let your fingers trace the cracks, the places where the light gets in, the dark gets out, but the lid stays on. You don't look inside. You don't look at this thing you want so much, because you can. Not. Have. It.
So you there's this box, you know, with the thing inside, and you could throw it away or shoot it into space; you could set it on fire and watch it burn to ashes, but really, none of that would make a difference, because you cannot destroy what you want. It only makes you want it more.
So.
You take this thing you want
and you put it in a box
and you close the lid.
And you hold the box close to your heart, which is where it wants to go, and you pretend it doesn't kill you every time you feel yourself breathe.”
― Megan Hart, Tear You Apart

“Some people live their entire life and never once feel how I felt every time he looked at me. So yes, this hurts. And yes, I feel as if I might die. But I won’t. And somehow, I find a way to let it all go...just let it go. No regrets. No grief. It will always hurt a little, down deep in that secret place, but it’s become a pain I can handle. Besides, if it didn’t always hurt, just a little, it wouldn’t mean as much.”
― Megan Hart, Tear You Apart