Xenith

“I wanted to scream, but I had no throat. I wanted to cry, but I had no eyes. My entire body trembled so violently that it felt like it was going to shatter into a million pieces. I continued to run away from myself. But you can't run away from yourself. Nobody can.”
― Kafka Asagiri, BEAST-白の芥川、黒の敦- [BEAST - Shiro no Akutagawa, Kuro no Atsushi]

“This isn’t real. It would be too much.”
― A.D. Aliwat, In Limbo

“If we ignore our abuse and trauma, it will continue to reveal itself to us. It may be subtle or it may be intense. Trauma can show up in our sleep. We may battle insomnia and nightmares. We can experience physical pain and emotional distress. We may struggle with anxiety and depression. Or we may suffer hypervigilance, dissociation, and Complex PTSD/PTSD. We may have flashbacks. We may battle triggers. Or we can suddenly be slammed with fight, flight, freeze, or fawn mode. Each of these signs are a normal trauma response. Even if we are unaware that it’s linked to our emotional trauma.”
― Dana Arcuri, Certified Trauma Recovery Coach, Soul Rescue: How to Break Free From Narcissistic Abuse & Heal Trauma

“But what if, all of Life is just an Illusion?
I would still, come back and live all of it, just to know One Single Soul, that is more of me than I am.”
― Debatrayee Banerjee