Alexis

“The Fury of Sunsets"

Something
cold is in the air,
an aura of ice
and phlegm.
All day I've built
a lifetime and now
the sun sinks to
undo it.
The horizon bleeds
and sucks its thumb.
The little red thumb
goes out of sight.
And I wonder about
this lifetime with myself,
this dream I'm living.
I could eat the sky
like an apple
but I'd rather
ask the first star:
why am I here?
why do I live in this house?
who's responsible?
eh?”
― Anne Sexton, The Complete Poems

“The strength to sustain recovery can only come from the addict understanding and defining his circle of influence, from recognising that there are factors over which he can exert authority and control, and from taking responsibility for the outcome of his actions. The most effective way in which to regain a sense of internal control is to grasp at a very core level those events and circumstances - and biochemical balances - that caused the loss of control in the first place.”
― Morteza Khaleghi, The Anatomy of Addiction: Overcoming the Triggers That Stand in the Way of Recovery

“Moon girls, where did you go?”
― Anne Sexton, The Complete Poems

“Oh, all right, I say,
I'll save myself.”
― Anne Sexton, The Complete Poems