“Oddly enough I never used to suffer from depression on cold, gray, cloudy days like this. I feel as if nature is in harmony with me, that it reflected my soul. On the other hand, when the sun appeared, the children would come out to play in the streets, and everyone was happy that it was such a lovely day, and then I would feel terrible, as if that display of exuberance in which i could not participate was somehow unfair.”
― Veronika Decides to Die
― Veronika Decides to Die
“Everything seems to be working." Except me. I'm broken.”
― By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead
― By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead
“She didn’t have a strong inclination towards death, but she had no attachment to living either. While she still had breath in her lungs, she would do her best in life, yet should it ever reach that point where it was no longer bearable, she would choose death without hesitation.”
― Solo Dance
― Solo Dance
“You spend so much time, so much effort, trying to hold yourself together.
And then everything falls apart anyway.”
― Two Boys Kissing
And then everything falls apart anyway.”
― Two Boys Kissing
“I simply didn't know how to make things better. I could not solve the puzzle of me.”
― Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine
― Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine
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