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The Bright Sword

by Lev Grossman (Goodreads Author)

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"Reading the large print edition of this for work and it is incredibly fun so far, just a hundred or so pages into the story! I am loving the incorporation of Latin and Gaelic." — Aug 01, 2025 07:14AM

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Half Sick of Shadows

by Laura Sebastian (Goodreads Author)

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S. said: " DNF circa page 280.

I can't, in good faith, recommend this book to anyone I know that loves Arthuriana, and I similarly can't do the same for anyone I know that might be interested in Arthuriana but doesn't quite know where to start reading about kni DNF circa page 280.

I can't, in good faith, recommend this book to anyone I know that loves Arthuriana, and I similarly can't do the same for anyone I know that might be interested in Arthuriana but doesn't quite know where to start reading about knights and fey magic.

The basic outline of this book intrigued me, and I enjoyed the first third of the story...I wanted to know more about Elaine, and honestly, I find it a really interesting plot point that her mother gives her special 'medicine' to dampen her visions...while never really quite having mastered her own. That is TASTY lore! It offers so much possibility about how Elaine might see herself and others, and how she might move through the world knowing she has this fantastic (and frightening) power, yet no clue how to wield it--how might she learn, along the way to Camelot and Arthur's eventual downfall, to master her own powers and her own sanity?

But then... there's the rest of the book, and the rest of the primarily one dimensional characters. Admittedly, I didn't realize this book was ever meant to be a 'feminist' take on Elaine, and am not sure if that's simply a phrase that other reviewers are throwing around for the heck of it, or if the book itself was marketed in that way. Regardless, it should be common sense that a modern retelling of X fable or Y myth does not necessarily become 'feminist' in nature because the protagonist is cisgender female. Nor does a story become 'feminist' when it throws its male characters under the bus in a hamfisted effort to make its ~women characters Strong and Brave.

I usually enjoy takes on Lancelot where he's a bit of a oaf, or at least recognizably arrogant in his own manner, but this Lancelot lacks any charm or heart, particularly where his and Elaine's romance is concerned. Simply: they snark at each other like sixteen year olds, but Look How In Love They Are, Anyway, even if Elaine just can't commit because of the prophecies! Arthur is similarly a paper bag of a character, flimsy and simply there as window dressing.

And Gwen.... I was enjoying the author's take on her -so- much up until SURPRISE (I will spoil this for everyone's benefit, tbh), she's a WEREWOLF! For no reason, I guess, other than a ~female character from Arthuriana 'times' can't be strong unless she becomes a literal monster. (But she only kills bad people when in wolf form, teehee.) I guess complaining multiple times about corsets wasn't enough to show how ~different she is compared to other women... Anyway.

I would've liked for there to have been more depth as to *why* the main five folks (heh) were on Avalon to begin with, other than a simple handwaved reason of To Become Heroes. I found the fey interesting regardless, and the bits of magic here and there through the story--in as far as I read, at least. Once I reached the werewolf reveal, not even my suspension of disbelief could last much longer. That, on top of the ultra contemporary dialogue and childish interactions between the characters, was enough for me to move on to reading other books. ...more "

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Sun of Blood and Ruin (Sun of Blood and Ruin, #1)

by Mariely Lares (Goodreads Author)

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The Deep by Alma Katsu

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It is a different kind of Vanishing Game she is playing now, to dress in clothes meant for another woman, of another build and another time. To move among all these people as if she were one of them, even while knowing, deep down, that she ...more

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“I used to think that grief was about looking backward, old men saddled with regrets or young ones pondering should-haves. I see now that it is about eyes squinting through tears into an unbearable future. The world cannot be remade by the sheer force of love. A brutal world demands capitulation to what seems impossible--separation. Brokeness. An end without an ending.”
― Kate Bowler, Everything Happens for a Reason: And Other Lies I've Loved

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“(Many chronically ill folks have more than one illness, as they often come in twos and threes and sometimes more. Multiple diagnoses are not at all strange in the chronic illness community. Think of it like any structure: If one part begins to crumble, others are likely to follow.)”
― Tessa Miller, What Doesn't Kill You: A Life with Chronic Illness—Lessons from a Body in Revolt

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“Another form of neglect occurs when emotionally immature parents give such superficial comfort that they aren’t at all helpful to a scared child. One woman remembered that whenever she was scared as a child, she knew she would have to get through it on her own. When I asked whether she remembered ever getting help with her fears, she said, “That feels like a foreign idea to me. It would be nice to know someone understands, but I never felt that way. I don’t remember anyone being able to help with the fears I was having. They just said generic things, like ‘Oh, you’re going to be fine,’ ‘It’s going to be okay,’ or ‘There’s no need to feel that way; you’ll feel better soon.”
― Lindsay C. Gibson, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents

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“For emotionally immature people, all interactions boil down to the question of whether they’re good people or bad ones, which explains their extreme defensiveness if you try to talk to them about something they did. They often respond to even mild complaints about their behavior with an extreme statement, like “Well, then, I must be the worst mother ever!” or “Obviously I can’t do anything right!” They would rather shut down communication than hear something that could make them feel like bad people.”
― Lindsay C. Gibson, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents

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“Historians estimate more dead soldiers at Cannae than in any other day of battle in Western History, and that 30,000 gallons of blood were spilled in that one day.41”
― Patrick N. Hunt, Hannibal

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