“Okay, let's do it, let's do the drugs, let's do the chemical lobotomy, let's shut down the higher functions of my brain and perhaps I'll be a bit more fucking capable of living.”
― 4.48 Psychosis
― 4.48 Psychosis
“No one sees me as the person I sometimes dream I am.
A nice girl.
A person worthy of love.
A soul that didn't crawl up from hell.
If i wasn't here anymore, it would all stop. The pain. The dread. All the things that hurt my stupid conscience... If I die, maybe I'll wake up somewhere better.
Or i'll just be dead.
And i'm okay with that too.”
― The Fabric of Our Souls
A nice girl.
A person worthy of love.
A soul that didn't crawl up from hell.
If i wasn't here anymore, it would all stop. The pain. The dread. All the things that hurt my stupid conscience... If I die, maybe I'll wake up somewhere better.
Or i'll just be dead.
And i'm okay with that too.”
― The Fabric of Our Souls
“–Oh dear, what's happened to your arm?
–I cut it.
–That's a very immature, attention seeking thing to do. Did it give
you relief?
–No.”
― 4.48 Psychosis
–I cut it.
–That's a very immature, attention seeking thing to do. Did it give
you relief?
–No.”
― 4.48 Psychosis
“My world had slowed to my pace. I found a new un-need for things. I didn’t need to buy, change or replace anything. I liked the things I had. I read fictional books of adventure, love, and crime. It felt like, finally, the ¨be a better version¨ race had finished, so instead of being constantly out of breath, I could breathe and just be me.”
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“We are all dust and nobody will ever be remembered, we all die at the end but if I will be remembered, I want to be remembered for my ability to love and feel.”
― Grief as it is: a published journal of love and grief
― Grief as it is: a published journal of love and grief
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