I looked at my body as the one of a rival: back straightened, but a little too large; delicate bust weighed down by round and heavy breasts whose nipples pointed permanently toward the heavens, as if to implore it. This student, ‘good
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“Very early in my life it was too late. It was already too late when I was eighteen. Between eighteen and twenty-five my face took off in a new direction. I grew old at eighteen. I don't know if it's the same for everyone, I've never asked. But I believe I've heard of the way time can suddenly accelerate on people when they're going through even the most youthful and highly esteemed stages of life. My ageing was very sudden. I saw it spread over my features one by one, changing the relationship between them, making the eyes larger, the expression sadder, the mouth more final, leaving great creases in the forehead. But instead of being dismayed I watched this process with the same sort of interest I might have taken in the reading of a book.”
― The Lover
― The Lover
“In capitalism, sex can exist but only as a productive force at the service of procreation and the regeneration of the waged/male working and as a mean of social appeasement and compensation for the misery of everyday existence.”
― Witches, Witch-Hunting, and Women
― Witches, Witch-Hunting, and Women
“A man is what he does every day,” said Emerson.”
― A Literate Passion: Letters of Anais Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953
― A Literate Passion: Letters of Anais Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953
“The happiness of being envied is glamour.”
― Ways of Seeing
― Ways of Seeing
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