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“A part of me is just waiting for the moment you see whatever it is that drives people away. And I don't want that. I don't want you to stop wanting me around. I think it might break my heart to be someone you don't like.”
― Emily Henry, Funny Story

“You realize that you are in a hell of your own making, but you go on nevertheless.
Because there is nothing else to do”
― Stephen King, Full Dark, No Stars

“Unable to choose how I would die physically, I could only choose how I would die mentally. Whether my mortality caught me at twenty-eight or ninety-three, I made the choice to die content, slipped into the nothingness, my atoms becoming the very fog that cloaked the trees. The silence of death, of the cemetery, was no punishment, but a rewards for a life well lived.”
― Caitlin Doughty

“Of all the ways to lose a person, death is the kindest.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson