Status Updates From Crying Out Silent

Re-reading to get info on Jenna, though she would be 12 years older in Skins, redeeming herself a lot. She's 15 in Crying Out Silent, so has come a long way.

Llewellyn was just like me. A different face, yet a mirror image. ~Ash.

This is so disturbing but so captivating at the same time.(I might be fangirling)

And I'm a bit in love with Llewellyn,

He looked so much like a girl it was unreal,if anything,he was prettier than most of the girls in my class.(...)

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This book is not easy. So much pain and torment. Abuse, murder, bullying, rape, suicidal thoughts. These are teenagers and to suffer so much, it's a lot.

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You’re here to fuck up my life, aren’t you?I wanted to say, but instead continued talking like we were old mates. Though, the way she was looking at me wasn’t how mates would look at each other.She was definitely here to fuck up my life, because I knew, just knew she still wanted me.

I didn’t reply to his question, conflicted, scared, and so in love I knew if I didn’t die now he would break my heart like Ant broke my will.

“I remember the first time I saw Axl in a video,” he said, lighting up. “Here’s this guy with red hair like me, skinny too, even looked a little bit like me, and I was mesmerised. I wanted to be him, so I begged my mam continuously to let me grow my hair long. She tried to cut it, but every time I’d scream and run around the house...”

I saw the last part as though it was a dream.
Heard my brother’s cries.
Heard his screams.
A few days after I was released from hospital, I ran out onto a busy road, wanting to be hit by a car. No one hit me. But it was the first time I’d ever considered committing suicide—and it wouldn’t be the last.
(This is heartbreaking!)

Dante shook his head vigorously. My stepdad moved forward, making Dante back up fast, fear colouring his dark eyes. (I hate Chaz soooo much. Gah, why can't he just die!)

Poor L :(

Jenna trying to learn how to have sex by watching one of her brothers' porn videos, one called Virginal Vicky was hilarious!

I was nothing to look at: too skinny, too pale, with freckles and orange hair that could blind you. I turned my face from side to side, not seeing anything that could be remotely hot. All I saw was me, a person who was both male and female, stuck in a world that only allowed me to be one or the other.