Status Updates From A Flor da Inglaterra

Yeah Gordon, go ahead and stick your poor wounded inflated head into a pile of misery mud and wallow in there forever

I'm forcing myself to hold my horses because I don't know yet if it's the author's intent to write the protagonist as dislikeable as possible or has been a projection. Poverty does make one miserable, distrustful and paranoid, but it's explicitly stated that Gordon chooses to be poor as a rebellion against money and the capitalistic society, so he refuses to engage in any sort of community justifying that he's poor

rly liked delving in gordon's background and his mentality. honestly, i think he is still disgusted with how his family members live, even though it was said that they were not unhappy - some have small hobbies and live very quietly. And Gordon ended up exactly like them - on his back-alley job and his very small hobby of writing and just living on