Status Updates From My Defence: Winning, losing...

The club will always be in my blood and I don't need the fans' approval to know that. Because I know it myself.

Dennis Bergkamp was a real tormentor. I'd be in the treatment room with him and he'd be lying back reading a copy of FHM or Loaded and he'd suddenly start going, "Mhmmmm... Mhmmm... Look at this woman in here!" and, of course, it was Cherly. Then he'd look at me, act all surprised and say "Sorry Ash, didn't see you there!"

But one man's version of history is another man's different account. It all depends on where you were and what your perspective at the time was. From my viewpoint, sat on the inside of the room with Peter Kenyon and Jose Mourinho, I know what weren't said. From the fans' and the league's point of view, sat on the outside, with only suspicious minds to rely on, they seem to think they know what must have been said.