Status Updates From Wolves vs. Hearts (The Hear...

In my all-time top 3 series.
Maybe number #1?
Mind-blowing.

spencer reunion yay when ryan is happy he's really happy and when he's sad he's really fucking sad . true .


ryan can't seem to sweat brendon out ...

not the future ryan imagined for them in their head

and then shane being like i think he's cheating on me and ryan is like whaaaaaaat :O

not brendon being worried about ryan and calling him baby and ryan is like stop rn :(

brendon told ryan the 2 of them had a shot together eek & then ryan is immediately delusional about it

&then later he imagines shane being dumped which totally happened yeah sure ...

& then soon after brendon says he can't do it & breaks up with ryan saying what they have is like drugs ... they'd crash & burn & ry is heartbroken/broken man

&brendon once again says ryan doesn't love him even though he really does

eek audrey told ryan there's rumors about him but they're not common knowledge ones :0 and ryan is like grr and then she kicks shane out saying ryan will never have an interview with him lolol

okay so it seems the whole album is about brendon and crimsion gone is about the chelsea hotel & so is 708 and brendon is like the things you said in the songs .. wowie you never told me that some songs on the album 'resonate' .. and ryan is like yeah but would it have made a difference and he's like no and so yeah it's heartbreaking ..

eek ryan hiding polaroid's of brendon behind a framed photo of him & keltie eek

one more chapter before part 3 :o

brendon leaves with shane and ryan starts spiralling and freaking out he cannot handle it all aaasjwdf and then jon is like :o i see what's going on now :0

and ryan is like oh no its obvious or maybe its not that it's starting to seep through the cracks things have changed because he doesn't want to share brendon anymore aaaaasdjfrhwjqudj

making brendon laugh is why ryan does everything these days . oh boy .

ryan finally said 'i love you' he finally realised it/admitted it to himself, that he can love and that he can love a man specifically, he's not denying his gayness anymore oh this is heartbreaking

his heart feels heavy & his heart feels light & he feels weak

oh man bren & shane went on a stroll for an hour and 23 minutes ... ry cant handle it

eeeeek brendon's just arrived at the cabin

cabin chapters coming soon where ryan offers brendon a piece of his heart that he politely declines or smth like that is what he says in the prologue

ryan is like we've been spending more time together its nice and keltie is like we've hardly spent time together OH BOY .

and oh . no . the chelsea hotel . here it is on page 201. wow . already . ifehjdshdj

eek brendon is finally showing ryan he wants him and misses him and ryan is like ahahahah ilysm but i cant tell you that okay cool thanks ahaha g2g and spend time with my gf ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

not keltie being like have you got new cologne i like it and ryan is like eek gotta fix her appartment asap thats not new cologne...

and ryan being like i gotta thank whoever told joe to shave his chest hair lol

ry thinks bren became part of the film crew to see him more,, im not sure tbh. he will also see shane more. hmm .

ry also thinks brendon is completely utterly & madly .. IN LOVE W HIM (is what's left to be implied) but i think its ry that's in love with bren actually ...

eek bren lied to ry about working to spend time w shane making up for the missed anniversary & ry &shane have more in common than ry thought eeeek

'i'm a gay fag so i'm always having a good time'
'good for you'

oh yeah . sure ryan totally normal behaviour:

'there’s nothing wrong with him except for the list of two hundred and thirty-five items that i keep a log of in my head'

oh boy the pain is starting already,,, and it only get worse

in the first book the vibes are brendon rlly wants ryan and ryan is lying to himself that he doesn't super want him too

in the second book the vibes are ryan rlly rlly wants to be with brendon and brendon is just using him or lying to himself but i think ryan wants to be w brendon more here, than brendon wanted to be with ryan in book 1 . anyway it hurts.

maaaan if i thought over the tracks was painful ...
i know ive forgotten a lot of the bad parts in this eeek

and if i said this was a better story than the odyssey? pride and prejudice? war and peace???? THEN WHAT??