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spencer reunion yay when ryan is happy he's really happy and when he's sad he's really fucking sad . true .


ryan can't seem to sweat brendon out ...

not the future ryan imagined for them in their head

and then shane being like i think he's cheating on me and ryan is like whaaaaaaat :O

not brendon being worried about ryan and calling him baby and ryan is like stop rn :(

brendon told ryan the 2 of them had a shot together eek & then ryan is immediately delusional about it

&then later he imagines shane being dumped which totally happened yeah sure ...

& then soon after brendon says he can't do it & breaks up with ryan saying what they have is like drugs ... they'd crash & burn & ry is heartbroken/broken man

&brendon once again says ryan doesn't love him even though he really does

okay so it seems the whole album is about brendon and crimsion gone is about the chelsea hotel & so is 708 and brendon is like the things you said in the songs .. wowie you never told me that some songs on the album 'resonate' .. and ryan is like yeah but would it have made a difference and he's like no and so yeah it's heartbreaking ..

eek ryan hiding polaroid's of brendon behind a framed photo of him & keltie eek

one more chapter before part 3 :o

brendon leaves with shane and ryan starts spiralling and freaking out he cannot handle it all aaasjwdf and then jon is like :o i see what's going on now :0

and ryan is like oh no its obvious or maybe its not that it's starting to seep through the cracks things have changed because he doesn't want to share brendon anymore aaaaasdjfrhwjqudj

making brendon laugh is why ryan does everything these days . oh boy .

ryan finally said 'i love you' he finally realised it/admitted it to himself, that he can love and that he can love a man specifically, he's not denying his gayness anymore oh this is heartbreaking

his heart feels heavy & his heart feels light & he feels weak

oh man bren & shane went on a stroll for an hour and 23 minutes ... ry cant handle it

eeeeek brendon's just arrived at the cabin

cabin chapters coming soon where ryan offers brendon a piece of his heart that he politely declines or smth like that is what he says in the prologue

ryan is like we've been spending more time together its nice and keltie is like we've hardly spent time together OH BOY .

and oh . no . the chelsea hotel . here it is on page 201. wow . already . ifehjdshdj