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everyone just keeps looking down at him tho ALWAYS like throughout these first 2 chapters (?/parts?) he is constantly having to keep it in and he HAS to be okay with it so he can continue with his career bc no one believes him ever
what he said about white people and racism is soooo true too idk where they find the audacity that makes them think they can decide whether smt was racist and can be forgiven or not..

also bru u cant call someone a misogynist cos u dont like them and then proceed to say slurs at them the fuck 😭
anyway. hendrik seemed to be a pretty big part of his life.. he keeps coming up and then he explained how he helped wallace with his exams
with miller.. im honestly confused what the feelings are here lol
every convo they have is vaguely at odds and then they kiss??? and i dont get how wallace feels

OK IVE ALREADY FINISHED 2 this is actually surprisingly easy to get through lol
i dont even... idk
dana is SO infuriating the stories from before were majorly pmo and then we met her in the present!.. and yet wallace ultimately felt like sorry for her. and could see how she thought in this twisted self serving way and she was really speaking like it too

this is actually painfully bad but I feel like I have to finish it because I'm this far in

'im not into guys' 'im not gay' but its not ABOUT THAT its about how you FEEL sigh labels labels labels theyre oh so scary
ANYWAY.. they followed through either way so!!!!! thats great
still don't really know either character but at least im not mega confused and bored ab whats going on anymore lols
also what was the whole vomiting part ??? idk i guess we'll see

there is already a pretty big plot incongruity and I am... confused

..and then she kissed him.. without permission.. and he felt like it was stolen from him
and she told thom that his dad died as if thats everyones business now LIKEEE
im lowk already sick of her like damn
but shes his friend anyway so
ugh but she just feels so self serving like girl kissed him and said she was a good friend for 'helping him bc his dad died.' ??????
anw nice to finally be interested!

..when wallace said it was easier not to tell his friends he was like u know? and she said no. i dont know. U DONT KNOW?? its so much emotional effort to have to tell people that
and then SHE started crying so he was comforting HER which i feel like happens often but idk how i feel ab that xx

ok!!!!! i finally got into it for a sec
that part about people making other peoples misfortune an excuse to make people feel what they wanna feel is SO interesting cos i think about that with myself a lot
emma is... an interesting character
she just has a lot of audacity

guyssss i lowkenuinely cba like i wanna read this book and ive been wanting to for ages but i js cant find the TIME and CARE to read a thinky book like this which is so annoying cos i was wanting exactly this for ages but i cant even really get into it cos i dont have the time to read it
also im js confused so far lol like who is who and boyfriend what and when and where and

no recollection of how i learnt of this book but ive been wanting to read it for ages and i finally got it from the library..
#BORED ok ive only read a few pages lol but the science stuff is clocking me out especially recently ive been in more the mood for a snacktime fast easy read and this is NOT that
take me back to my literary mood brah
okay im reading anywaayyy finallyyy