Status Updates From Oleander: A Great Expectati...

I don’t know if I have the words to explain how this book is making me feel

It’s like Charles Dickens and CS Pacat had a love child! Caspian is Laurent, and so that makes me guess ahead as to what is going on. The subtle clues in his body language so making me think of what a 15/16 year old Laurent would have been like.

I'm crying my eyes out.😭

that was so intense. i don't want a time jump. i just read a review that said the last chapter is from cas's pov and started crying fuck this book has ruined me

what are we doing!!!!!

i don't know what to think of that sex scene. i don't know if im supposed to like jude. caspien really fucked him up. someone and something fucked caspien up. i think i wish there was dual pov just for some insight to cas idk. i say idk a lot but im so fucking gripped into this it IS good it's just conflicting!!

i don't trust this book

not entirely sure how i'm feeling rn but im intrigued. jude reads kinda pathetic. not sure how to feel abt caspien. trauma for days, obviously, but idk the assholeness feels forced and a bit over the top when paired with jude. jude's own assholeness also feels fake and forced.