Status Updates From Alles Glück dieser Erde

I am captivated, probably because of the horse life, because overall I hate how whiny the main character is and how much she is going through. I mean it seems very close to what might happen realistically, but it also seems like too much.

What an OBNOXIOUS main character!
Could not stand her at all.

I am not rooting for this selfish main character.

I'm over half way into this book, and I cannot stand the FMC. She has a teen who is acting out and needs her, an ex she doesn't miss, another ex she can't stop being mean to even though she's interested in him, a mother who needs help and support that she doesn't bother fostering any kind of relationship with, and a father that is wasting away to ALS. That isn't including the business she's screwing over. I WANNA DNF