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To love I had thought myself immune. Because I did not turn silly at thirteen, start staying out late and sighing over boys at school, I thought myself too smart, too wise, too special to fall into the trap every other woman in my family knew too well.

It is so hard to be a girl and want what you have never had. To be a child and want what you cannot imagine. To look at women and think, Nobody else, nobody else has ever wanted to do what I want to do. Hard to be innocent, believing yourself evil Hard to think no one else in the history of the world wants to do this. Hard to find out that they do, but not with you Or not in quite the way you want them to do it

Dorothy Allison I love u come haunt me in my dreams

Dorothy Allison’s words are brilliant and devastating