Status Updates From Oleander: An MM Great Expec...

alright kye this better be good

I tried to consider what this would mean, how much it was going to hurt when me left me again - because he would, it was what he did, and decided I didn't care. I was Jude. He was Cas. This was US.
What was one more battle scar on my heart when the war was this glorious?

-STFU 😭

Jude. Nooooo... I am not happy about this. Don't touch him. For the love of everything. He should be groveling for you. Come on now 😭

I need a break. Damn it.

Part Two: For now, I am winter


“The broken heart. You think you will die, but you just keep living, day after day after terrible day.”
(Charles Dickens, Great Expectations)

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My dear Jude 🤧

*The bedroom door has been closed.*

-SCREAMING. SOBBING. LOSING MY DAMN MIND.

WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUUUUUUUUUCK.

I’M SEEING RED. MY CHEST HURTS.
I’M ANGRY AND I’M CRYING AND I DON’T KNOW WHICH ONE IS WINNING.

This is giving me 'The Guilty by Katsura Izumi' vibes. The wordings and narration. And also most historical angtsy yaoi manga I've read.

I shouldn't have read this on a work week. I don't want to sleep and just finish this.

I read A Great Expectations back in high school, I don't remember all of it but I knew I remember how it made me feel. A reimagined MM romance? Of course I'll read it. Reading this with the audiobook. So far, I am captivated.

OH, HOW I LOVE CASPIEN!!! my poor boy, i see you

Sharp as a knife. Yeah, that sounded about right.
But no, Gideon wasn’t the knife; Caspien had been that. Gideon, the hand that wielded it.
Me, the soft, yielding flesh.

EXCITED ACTUALLY

This is emotional torture. Caspien is a whirlwind of a human being😭😭 I have never read yearning like this before and it is shattering me.

🥹🙃💔🥹😍