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Tuesday couldn’t speak past the lump in her throat, so she simply squeezed his hand. Some healing couldn’t be measured in physical therapy milestones or speech improvements, but it was healing, nonetheless.

“It’s not wrong to find good things even in difficult circumstances. That’s resilience.”

Hospitals had a smell that Tuesday knew too well. Across three lifetimes, she had lived with the sharp tang of disinfectant that never quite masked the underlying scents of illness and worry.

She was forced to confront a truth she had been avoiding: no life, no matter how well-lived, was free from heartbreak.

Was that the lesson she had yet to fully learn across her multiple chances—that pain and joy were inevitably intertwined, and that courage lay not in avoiding pain but in facing it openly, surrounded by love?

“Just thinking how lucky I am. How different things could have been.”

“Different how?”

Tuesday considered how to answer. She couldn’t tell him about her previous lives, about the bitterness and isolation that had consumed her. But she could share the essence of what she had learned.

“I could have missed all of this,” she said finally. “If I’d stayed focused on what I’d lost instead of what I could build.”

There was sadness, but an unusual peace settled over her. In her previous lives, she had feared abandonment, had walled herself off from connections to avoid the pain when they ended.

This time, she had opened herself to love, knowing it might not last forever.

That felt like progress.

“But remember something: Their opinion doesn’t define your worth. No one has that power but you.”

“The world will tell you that success means never falling,” she concluded. “But I’ve learned that genuine success is about how you rise. Sometimes that rising looks different than you imagined.

life isn’t about the plans we make. It’s about how we respond when those plans fall apart.”

Glad this current reset is going well for Tuesday :).

Admire her determination to do better 👏.

For the first time since waking up in this second life, Tuesday felt something like hope—not the naïve optimism of her pre-accident self. Not the bitter resignation of her first post-accident life either, but something that might be more complex and resilient. A recognition that while she couldn’t change the physical reality of her paralysis, she might be able to change the way she lived with it.

As they pulled into the driveway, Tuesday found herself thinking about what Ashlie had said about being invisible. In her first life, she had made herself invisible by choice—retreating from the world, hiding away from connection and possibility. This time, she was learning to navigate a new kind of visibility—being seen not just for what she had lost, but for who she was becoming.

How could she possibly explain the complex mix of emotions she was feeling? The excitement of connecting with the Misfits, but the guilt over Claire’s hurt feelings? The disorienting sensation of living this pivotal moment for the second time?

Tuesday wondered: what was the point of knowing better if you couldn’t do better? What good was a second chance if the obstacles remained insurmountable?
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Rooting for ya Tuesday. That Macy needs a smack and a faceplant into a muddy puddle.

Good on Claire's mom for telling them off 👏

What if, despite everything, she was destined to make the same choices, to retreat into the same isolation, to waste this second chance just as thoroughly as she had wasted the first?

That thought terrified her more than anything.

Tuesday lay awake long into the night, staring at the ceiling. She had begun to hope that having a second chance would make things easier—that knowing the pitfalls would help her avoid them. But what if knowledge wasn’t enough? What if the weight of that knowledge itself became an obstacle?

A wave of loss washed over her so intensely, it took her breath away. Not just for the gymnastics, but for all the ordinary moments of her previous life—running to catch the bus, climbing the stairs two at a time, dancing around her room to Joan Jett or The Cars.

Tuesday turned away from the window and faced her altered room. This was home now—the same walls, the same ceiling, but a completely different world.

Outside her window, she could hear the neighborhood sounds—kids playing, a dog barking, someone mowing a lawn. Normal Saturday afternoon noises. But for Tuesday, nothing would ever feel normal again.

Tuesday’s child was full of grace, she thought bitterly. Was. Past tense.

“Your dad’s right, you know,” Audrey said after a while. “You are strong.”

“I don’t feel strong.”

“Neither do I, most days. But we keep going anyway.”
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Is it still being strong if you feel like an exhausted puppy 🐶 every day?

Like most people, especially most teenagers, change wasn’t something she thought about often.

She liked knowing what was coming—the predictability of her routine, the next volleyball game, the upcoming gymnastics meet, even the familiar rhythm of school days and weekends. Change was fine when it meant something exciting, like winning a match or learning a new tumbling routine.