Status Updates From Unlovable Player (Ivy Leagu...

I butt my head against his chest a couple of times. He laughs and hooks his arm around my neck. “I love you, idiot. Come play hockey with me.” 🥹🏒🤭🥰💘💘

I cross the room and kneel between his legs, resting my arms on his bare knees. The heat and smell coming off him reminds me of all the hours we spent naked together in this bed. How easy it was to forget that the world outside existed. “I want you on the team.” 🥹🥹🥹🥹

I note the NHL logo embossed in the corner of the page and read quickly. 🏒🥅⛸️

I run my fingers over his tie and pull him closer, dancing to the music. He laughs and drops his eyes. “You’re crazy.” “I bet that’s not the worst thing you’ve thought about me.” “Yeah, well,” he leans in to nuzzle my neck. “I didn’t know you properly yet.” / 🥹🥰🌺

I ignore the antagonizing lilt in his voice for now and pull him down into my lap. He’s fucking heavy and way too big. “I like you,” I speak into his neck while I nip at the freckles dotting the pale skin. / 🤭🥰🥰👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 my masculine babies

As soon as we get back to Seb’s apartment, I press him against the door and try to get access to as much of his skin as possible while I kiss his neck. “Fuck, let’s go to the bed.” I barely recognize the way my voice sounds when I growl, “no, here.” 👌🏻💯🔥🎧

“How do I make you come?” Fuck. “Like last time.” 👌🏻👀🌶️🔥🌶️🌶️

I swallow, holding back from saying what’s on my mind. I don’t want her, I want you. / 🥹🥹🥹

“You’ll have to make me a new playlist now.” I hear him swallow in the quiet. “I’ll make you as many playlists as you want. Now go to sleep." 🤩🤩👀

Before I know what I’m saying, words are coming out of my mouth. “Hey, what are you doing this weekend?” “Nothing, why?” “Do you wanna come to Jersey with me?” 🥹🥹

😩🤩🔥🌶️👌🏻

Consent king 👑 / His hands are warm when he slides them under the sweater and roams greedily over my skin. “Is this okay?” “Yeah.” I grab him by the back of the neck and pull him back into the kiss before he can start asking for written consent and telling me how much of a bad idea this is. // adding this cause I can’t 😩

Consent king 🤴 man that’s hot

🤩🤩🤩🥹 / “You’ve gotta stop doing that, I’m gonna come in your mouth.” “So, do it.” He frowns. “I can’t.” “Why not? I’m giving you permission. I’ll jerk myself off while you do it, it’ll be hot.” “Fuck.” He swallows like he’s mulling over the moral ramifications. “Okay.” / 😩😩 he’s a gentleman fml

And maybe my stupid crush will go away if we’re just friends for a while? But when I get up to get a can of coke from the fridge, he pulls me back by my sweater and crushes his mouth against mine and, who the fuck was I trying to kid? 🔥👀👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

I thought being with a guy would be completely different to being with a girl. Like I’d feel something different. But I don’t. There’s the same electricity when I press my bare chest against his, and when he kisses my neck and rubs my cock through my jeans. // 💯 LOVE the bi rep here. 👌🏻💯

I reach out and stroke the side of his hand. I don’t know why I do it. It’s just instinct I guess. He drops his hands from his face and looks at me. Big brown, Bambi eyes contrasting with dirty blond hair, and that stupid gap in his teeth that makes my stomach burn. 😩🫢🥰

At my entrance, Austin pulls a chair out and gestures for me to sit between him and the girl in the hockey jersey. I can’t deny the satisfaction that gives me. 😏💯

“Have you got your earphones?” “Yeah, why? You wanna borrow them?” “I want to hear your music.” // finally some progress 😏😏💁‍♂️💁‍♂️

He grins at me in the mirror. I fucking hate the way my stomach swoops when he does that. 🤭🤭

This is an actual slow burn. No two way tension yet at 34%.

“What do you feel like?” one of the guys asks. “How about bagels?” Austin suggests. He says it like begels. Cute, but I’m still kind of pissed with him. 😂🥰 omg I squealed

Our faces are so close I can make out the freckles covering the top of his nose and cheeks, strands of dirty blond hair sticking out from under his helmet, the sheen of sweat on the end of his nose. He grins, flashing a set of pearly white teeth with a little gap. “Wanna go, pretty boy?” “Wanna fuck off, rich boy?” / rivals to lovers and hello, accent 🤭 nice