Status Updates From Queering Him (Avra and Kieran)

o h

"fetishising him" or "grooming him" would've been more fitting titles.. like the MC constantily goes on and on about how important consent is and yet she's desperately trying to get this guy to fuck dudes when he's clearly uncomfortable, the hipocrisy omg. also this is the most mary sueish mary sure self insert MC i have ever had the displeasure of reading about omg

i might just torture myself by finishing the rest in one setting just so it's finally over oh my god

if i ever hear the words queer or gay ever again i’m gonna set myself on fire

i kinda figured this wasn’t for me because the author really grinds my gears so i went in for a hate read but my godddd this is SO preachy

Actually fuck this

‘“I know you,” she said again, “like I know how badly you want what I've always had, like I know there's some guy at college you're not telling me about, like I know that's the reason Will left last night, like I know you're too... too ashamed to say because you've never been able to sit in your queerness without running away for a single fucking minute.”’

Why is she so obsessed with outing him???

‘“...Having queer sex is the closest thing I think I'll ever experience to being a God.”’

Girl what are we even saying

‘"I'm not sure if this is fetishistic, or fucked up, but I've really always wanted to fall in love with a trans woman who didn't want bottom surgery. Because I think like, along with loving women, I'd really, really like to experience a penis without having to put up with a man, or the performance of binarist masculinity.”’

Girl WHAT

“A stinging confusion hit Avra in small building waves. The reunion was meant to be epic. Time was supposed to to stop. Kieran was supposed to cross the room part the seas to reach her He was supposed to pull her into a room alone, sink to his knees, and apologize for his many years of cowardice...”

She's so delusional

‘“We're here!" All three girls were smiling, and Avra felt for a minute like a soldier on leave.’

Girl what

“She dreamt of sucking him through a straw, of breaking his bones, and of him lashing back, wrapping his fingers around her pale throat, biting her until she was bloodied, hurting her.”

I thought I was done with reading stupid shit yet here I am

I properly adjusted my expectations and have found myself enjoying rather than loathing