Status Updates From Stand - Part One (Stronger ...

“I can tell this is absolute torture for you, putting this much power in my hands,” she said, sliding her palms over the steering wheel. “Trusting me not to abuse or exploit it. I know how hard it is for you to relinquish that kind of control. And you’re handling it really well. I’m proud of you for enduring it…for me.”

???? alr jaden, crash the fucking car. I SAIDDDD, CRASH THE CAR NOW.

“I wanted nothing more than to drag her back upstairs and fuck her well into the next day,”

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, where does the fucking end? when does it stop? tomorrow? cuz that seems to be all you know. Dick hard, dick fuck. How about dick out her face? dick cut it off? dick die today? He pisses me off and the smut isnt evn good for me to imagine that his dick is good.

and in the last book, author highlighted that this isnt a dark romance, but a dark erotic thriller, which okay. I cant attest to being turned on by any sex scene in this series. Nothings funny in this series. Nothing cute. Nothing finna make me wet. No games in this shit. This shit is real life and nobody knows it.

So my ass took a look through the next books review and someone mentioned spoilers on reddit. I looked at reddit. DARREN GETS KILLED BY JADEN? HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHSHSHSHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHSHSHS

and ppl in the comments pissing me off, talking about how “oh he was the main character though… i wanted them together”. YOU DUMB STUPID BITCH, A NGA COULD PUT U IN A CAGE AND RAPE U AND YOUD STILL WANT HIM.

Idk, I’m getting bored. Idk why she playing games with her slave master. Im not haha, heehee-ing w a nga who put me in a cage, broke my jaw, beat the shit out of me and wsnts to force kids on me. Idk what shes playing games for smh. This life aint a joke. Unfortunately, I feel like she’s going to fall for him

I hate the way he calls her little girl, when my sis is like 28 🤡. Like we the same age bitch. Don’t be calling me a child. If he’s older than 33, he’s genuinely too old to be doing the shit he do, too old

She really adapted to this life fr. Being able to talk about your shock collar and being owned, humiliated, made to submit in front of everyone is ughhhhh.

And ik she has nothing to be ashamed of, but fuck, Ig I would feel an immense amount of shame

…She held sway. It may not be very strong or effective, but she had a greater claim to it than anyone else. Which meant it had to be me.
Fuuucccckkkkk”

2+2 don’t even equal 4 w this logic. Like huh? Can you protect yourself? How you gonna protect your kids? THEM kids dont even consent this martyr sacrifice u making on their behalf. Huh? It dont have to be u. If you’re my momma, DONT BRING ME INTO THIS LIFE.

“If a child being born to this family was inevitable, maybe it would be better for me to be there. Perhaps it would be better for it to be mine because at least I would have standing to protest whatever “training” Darren would subject them to. No one would respect my objections to a child that wasn’t biologically mine. But the real mother?….

The practice being torturing, abusing kids to raise them to be strong and avoid death (e.g. waterboarding, whippings, randomly waking up chained up etc)

“And do you want to continue that practice?” Her voice almost shook, like she was afraid to know the answer. But Jaden already knew. She knew from the moment I first told her.
“Yes”

NIGGA YOU AINT TOUCHING MY FUCKING KIDS

“Still think you don’t need me?” he asked again, his voice laced with venom.
“Stop—” That was the only word I managed before he released me again and sent me plunging back underwater.”

😭

NOT HIM TRYING TO DROWN HERR TO CONVINCE HER THAT SHE STILL NEEDS HIM AND NEEDS TO OBEY HIM LMFAOOO

“Your inability to walk makes no difference to me as long as I can still spread your legs whenever I want.”

😍 okay

“Jaden’s devotion to satisfying my needs was so finely tuned and profound, it was a marvel that such a gorgeous creature could exist so perfectly. The pride of my ownership of her swelled through my chest, a fierce possessiveness taking over as I surged inside my favorite toy.
“You are so fucking mine,” I snarled”

Gotta risk busting that clotting fallopian tube 😭

😭 If I hadn’t raved about this series in 2022, I would’ve given up on thisss. But I gotta see through a satisfying ending plsssssssssssssss

So she crawled to him.

“Satisfied?” she asked smoothly.
“No. Open your mouth.”
Grabbing the back of her neck, I tangled my hand in her hair and yanked her up to her knees. The action caused her lips to part in a painful grimace, giving me the opportunity to pull my dick out and shove it right in her mouth”

I AM TRIGGEREDDDDDDDDDFFDDFDDFDDD

…”Smirking, I grabbed her hips and pulled her off the bed to place her ass on the floor….I walked away and sat down on the sofa across the room.”

OMG SHE FINNA BABY CRAWL.

let me get my ass back to studying before I gotta rely on a man and do this type of shit for him. This is motivating enough

“But if you really want to get back on your feet, then you’re going to have to get through the baby steps …” She huffed out a breath, the frustration growing on her face . “… As long as it gets me out of this bed, I’ll do anything.” I could hear the desperation in her voice. “

I want him to grovel and beg and get killed anyways cuz we dont likes men like u. I hope this author does a good grovelll

and she’s sitting there watching The Matrix, joking with his ass like they’re friends/lovers. I feel like her fear has been forgotten, or Ig its me. I’ve forgotten how sickkk this man could get lmao. I imagine I’d kill myself before I lose this much autonomy. Like me? in a ngga cage? giving him my children? I want her
so detached from him, I want him unable to derive pleasure from her cuz he cant see her.

“One single unauthorized step could land her in a world of pain she’d learned long ago how to avoid. Her first instinct now would be to crawl to me on command before ever assuming I’d allow her the privilege of autonomy—of choice.
Appeasement was her goal now.”

OMFG IM SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

🤡

I’d have stab his carotid artery

“She was so beautiful when she was terrified.” 🫩

This is slavery fr. and yes, I mean she’s a literal commodity. She literally has a use value, as established, and an exchange value, as she was literally sold to him. gawd, I remember in my wattpad era, I wanted to be sold to a gang leader by a drug addict, indebted parent so badd 😭. At 13, wanted to be a slave so I could find love and safety likeeeee. At least, this book is real about sex trafficking.

… She has no autonomy at all. Everything she is and does is imposed and decided for her, like a doll. And this level of dehumanization is ugh.

Save my karate sis ✊🏾 truly.

… All bc it makes him horny and he wants to continue owning her and sadistically wants to break her ovr and ovr again and also build and train her into the sort of tool he wants. 🫡 She’s not even human to him, just a toy, to break, to build, to release his frustrations on, to entertain, to fuck, to cum in, to make his babies, and to fight for him.

When a nga says you’re “unbreakable” or “built for endurance”, just know he’ll ruin your life. Darren motivating her to withstand his abuse and violent environment, all for what? so that he won’t get bored as she encounters more and more trauma. So he can force her to submit every time she revives her fighting spirit.

Like I get angry, so I’ll just start here, with what I know. Um, Darren is a piece of shit. The way he’s upset because hes not the one to injure her? 🤡 Because its him who chooses when shes strong and when shes broken. I hate this man. And him being upset about her loosing an ovary and deciding to replace her birth control so she could give him the kids he deserves? His entitlement to kids i crazzzyyy. ABORT

She had a bf. He’s trying to rescue her. Yay. Um, Darren broke her jaw? Like he just raped and beat her. She’s trying to escape him though and I remember I really her too. I hope she does. Otherwise, this series is just shit another romance romanticizing, male violence and entitlement and abuse and rape and shit. Like ugh. Anyways, the me who read those books don’t exist. I don’t think I can stomach a re-read