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“I can tell this is absolute torture for you, putting this much power in my hands,” she said, sliding her palms over the steering wheel. “Trusting me not to abuse or exploit it. I know how hard it is for you to relinquish that kind of control. And you’re handling it really well. I’m proud of you for enduring it…for me.”

???? alr jaden, crash the fucking car. I SAIDDDD, CRASH THE CAR NOW.

“I wanted nothing more than to drag her back upstairs and fuck her well into the next day,”

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, where does the fucking end? when does it stop? tomorrow? cuz that seems to be all you know. Dick hard, dick fuck. How about dick out her face? dick cut it off? dick die today? He pisses me off and the smut isnt evn good for me to imagine that his dick is good.

and in the last book, author highlighted that this isnt a dark romance, but a dark erotic thriller, which okay. I cant attest to being turned on by any sex scene in this series. Nothings funny in this series. Nothing cute. Nothing finna make me wet. No games in this shit. This shit is real life and nobody knows it.

So my ass took a look through the next books review and someone mentioned spoilers on reddit. I looked at reddit. DARREN GETS KILLED BY JADEN? HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHSHSHSHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHSHSHS

and ppl in the comments pissing me off, talking about how “oh he was the main character though… i wanted them together”. YOU DUMB STUPID BITCH, A NGA COULD PUT U IN A CAGE AND RAPE U AND YOUD STILL WANT HIM.

Idk, I’m getting bored. Idk why she playing games with her slave master. Im not haha, heehee-ing w a nga who put me in a cage, broke my jaw, beat the shit out of me and wsnts to force kids on me. Idk what shes playing games for smh. This life aint a joke. Unfortunately, I feel like she’s going to fall for him

She really adapted to this life fr. Being able to talk about your shock collar and being owned, humiliated, made to submit in front of everyone is ughhhhh.

And ik she has nothing to be ashamed of, but fuck, Ig I would feel an immense amount of shame

…She held sway. It may not be very strong or effective, but she had a greater claim to it than anyone else. Which meant it had to be me.
Fuuucccckkkkk”

2+2 don’t even equal 4 w this logic. Like huh? Can you protect yourself? How you gonna protect your kids? THEM kids dont even consent this martyr sacrifice u making on their behalf. Huh? It dont have to be u. If you’re my momma, DONT BRING ME INTO THIS LIFE.

“If a child being born to this family was inevitable, maybe it would be better for me to be there. Perhaps it would be better for it to be mine because at least I would have standing to protest whatever “training” Darren would subject them to. No one would respect my objections to a child that wasn’t biologically mine. But the real mother?….

The practice being torturing, abusing kids to raise them to be strong and avoid death (e.g. waterboarding, whippings, randomly waking up chained up etc)

“And do you want to continue that practice?” Her voice almost shook, like she was afraid to know the answer. But Jaden already knew. She knew from the moment I first told her.
“Yes”

NIGGA YOU AINT TOUCHING MY FUCKING KIDS

“Still think you don’t need me?” he asked again, his voice laced with venom.
“Stop—” That was the only word I managed before he released me again and sent me plunging back underwater.”

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