Status Updates From A Love So Deadly (To the Bo...

2 days ago & another one today but dr couldn’t get him into surgery quick enough & he’s dead. He was really upset about something & wanted talk to her about it but didn’t have phone number & couldn’t find it on google. She know her/dad had bad times but he loved them, was proud of them, & sorry wasn’t better dad. They’re gonna have funeral in few days, let her know if they’re coming. Caitlin cries.

why not coming see kids for Christmas. Another saying better baby w/dad in heaven so she doesn’t have raise baby b self. Opens oldest message, he wants get something off conscious b4 he go to hospital. She not worried about that, probably fell while drunk. 2nd email in all caps say i’m so sorry, please believe me. Last email actually from Veronica (dad’s girlfriend), say she sorry tell her dad had heart attack

Danny ask if Isaac gone for good? No. Danny, Caitlin always there for each other. She think may b easier break up w/Isaac now rather than yr from now when Isaac fed up cuz she pretend b who not. She love Isaac but not like was w/Gabe. If they break up she’ll probably never find another man love like she does Isaac. Caitlin check email & 3 from dad which never good. Last time left emails he clearly drunk & explain

she used to be, not girl she is now. She long b w/man she’ll never see again. Both things have change or she need break up w/Isaac. Wants talk w/Shari about it. She go inside house, Isaac say they aren’t done talking, she is. He go on run & won’t b back soon.

night, b gone hours & not tell anyone where is. They care about her. She take care of self. Isaac doubt that, she one step away from falling apart. he, kids & Shari know it. Waiting for her go out one night & never return. Shari calls him when Caitlin doesn’t show up for coffee or something. Isaac say she’s not been herself since started dating Gabe & only gotten worse since lost baby. Isaac look at her like girl

see her return to way was after hospital, when she stare at wall w/tears running down her face & there nothing they could do to make her feel better. She promise take care things. Isaac say day she agreed b his girlfriend was happiest day of his life but she’s seen him scowl more in past few months than all years of friendship. Isaac ask where was? Running & then watch waves. Isaac say she can’t go in middle of

up, she’s gotta get rid of Isaac. She say he loves Isaac, Danny say he loves her more. Isaac isn’t like Gabe, if he finds out even about stuff before, he’s not gonna b ok w/it. Danny likes it there & doesn’t want Isaac to screw it up, she say she’s the one screwing it up & she’s gonna try do better. Danny say she is, whatever she does when runs in middle of night is making her better. He doesn’t want

in black. He knows way she moves, knows how she runs. She runs w/dog barking at her but makes it over fence. She get back to house, puts hard drive & black clothes in shed when Danny come in, say Isaac been up for 2 hours & knows something is up. He went to bathroom when Danny saw her come in shed. She say went on long run, got lost. Danny ask she ok? yes. He understands she has stuff to do but if she gonna keep it

Caitlin is breaking into mansion, she’s drugged dogs & gets inside when hears growl, littlest dog awake. She grabs hard drive of city councilman’s who’s blackmailing teacher at elementary school. Also pics of councilman w/2 buddies jerking off. She hoping once man see hard drive gone he won’t call police. She knows if Isaac sees surveillance footage he’ll know it’s Caitlin immediately even thought covered

(place Caitlin used work at). As looks at sign, another memory comes he knows it’s something that happened w/Caitlin there. But he tell Kimmie go to another restaurant cuz doesn’t want face another memory tonight or tomorrow. Never thought he was coward but maybe voice inside head telling him quit before he finds out what happened to Caitlin is right. He holds Kimmie’s hand & returns to present. 2 weeks later

who beat her, not into that. Gabe say he neither. She (Kimmie) doesn’t want boyfriend, wants b f’ed hard & have fun. He agrees but can’t rest til he knows the truth of what happened to Caitlin. They go out cuz he can’t stand b alone w/images of hurt Caitlin in mind. Also thinks maybe should quit looking before he finds out something that’ll ruin his second chance. Kimmie suggest get food at Harry’s diner

been something big. Something he had run from cuz couldn’t stand face what he’d done. Could he have hurt her? Doesn’t think he’d hurt her. Wasn’t nice guy then & not now. He’s been f’ing women in town like it’s his job. He lie to parents & sure they’re lying to him. He try leave girl he w/ she say doesn’t have leave she’s not afraid of dark stuff. Gabe say how bout lot dark stuff.She had husband

When he’s done & pull out of blonde another memory comes. Sees Caitlin neck covered in bruises. He think bruises on her neck, his hands squeeze someone’s neck, her arms cradling her ribs, she’s gone w/out a trace only few nights b4 he suddenly change his mind about doing surgery & leave w/parents to have it. Doesn’t remember what changed his mind about doing surgery when he so set against it but must’ve

& he sent kids live w/sister in Florida. Said kids didn’t want stay after being abandoned by another person. She ran off like mom/sister did. Gabe doesn’t believe it cuz he remember how she look at kids. He hate having sex w/blondes cuz not Caitlin so he only take them from behind w/eyes closed. Memory that comes is dirty mattress w/orange bulb hang above it, him w/hands wrapped around neck w/so much rage in him.

avail. Pieces of memory continue return but not all. He worse person than originally thought, his hobby of breaking & entering even though has trust fund. It helps to have sex w/blondes cuz that’s when memories come out. He pieced together he/Caitlin commit crimes together. Convinced nurse drive him by Caitlin’s house but dad answered & said hasn’t seen her since last summer. Told him lie that Caitlin took off

school, making friends. Danny keeping out trouble, has girlfriend Sam who teach him how surf. Gabe has sex w/different blondes every week but he doesn’t keep any them around cuz they aren’t Caitlin who disappeared w/out trace. Once his memories came back he thought it was her he saw at airport but now thinks brain made up seeing girl he didn’t know he searching for. He’s scoured internet looking for her to no

Gabe. Isaac now police, just started on job from the academy. When she want go for run in middle of night, he insist go w/. Caitlin know better than him who scum r, she has 3 binders full of potential targets. If Isaac knew things she thought, he doesn’t believe in vigilantes. Isaac loves Caitlin he created in mind, old Caitlin, not her whole self. Why their love never b real like her/Gabe’s. Kids doing great in

room down street so close to her. Few months later, Shari move in w/boyfriend & Isaac stay over 1-2 x week. At first he just held her, turned to kissing which turn to gentle love making. She feel how much he loves her. In college taking classes for social work, made friends, go out w/Shari but she careful, distant. Less than what Isaac & kids deserve. She doesn’t want Isaac b gentle. She love Isaac but not like did

Pitt’s attic, about losing baby. Isaac can always tell when she has nightmare, he wakes up too. She doesn’t want him know that life they’re building is built on lie, she doesn’t know if she’ll ever get over loss of Gabe & baby. Day she lost baby boy Isaac flew to her, told parents he wasn’t coming home. He helped Shari w/kids for month it took Caitlin come out of depression. When she doing better, he rent

is someone out there who loved his whole heart, even the dark edges. He’s kept it from his parents. He can’t remember her name or face, how they met or how long they loved or why she isn’t w/him now. But fact she exists is enough for now. He found her once, he can find her again. 1 year later. Caitlin has nightmares about losing last memory of Gabe no matter how hard tries to find it, about being back in

someone pull him down to lumpy mattress, hear laugh, feel of kiss but memory gone. When he open eyes, woman & little girl walk away & now red head w/them. He feels huge sense of loss. He wish he’d called out to stranger & thank her for giving him hope for something live for. Nurse push him to van where mom waiting. Dr doesn’t know when or if he’ll walk again. Thinks home is personal not a place. He knows there

tell him he was happy, driven, pre-law student. He feel like he’s not that guy, there’s darkness in him. He feel like soul was dark twisted thing w/no room for anything else. Wasn’t grateful to dr saved his life, no affection to parents. But looking at the blonde mother he feels something w/longing so intense. He wants/needs love, love like had w/… sees fuzzy memory of chipped nail polish, graceful arms,

Somehow he knows blonde will have green eyes like green gem what’s it called… (jade but he can’t remember name of it). He knows he no prize, in wheelchair w/his nurse has wipe ass still like toddler. He’s lost so many words, phrases, memories & dr said he may never get them back. His nurse in hospital said like his brain had earthquake & pieces still there but take time to find them, at least a year. Parents

Caitlin doesn’t look cuz seems Emmie has hard time recognizing people. Gabe had surgery weeks ago but been in fog. He sees little girl pat mom’s face & mom smiles so big Gabe feel pain so severe in chest worse than head. He realize he wants that, wants feel love so badly like them. His private nurse, Olia, return & ask he ready. He struggles to say one minute. He want little girl look at him & blonde mom look too

On way to airport, Caitlin is pregnant but hasn’t told anyone yet. Her dad say he’ll visit. Not finished mourning Gabe but baby health most important now. Caitlin had gotten invitation to Gabe’s funeral w/letter from his dad saying best if she didn’t come. At airport, Emmie see lady w/red curls & she yells out Shari. But it’s not Shari, someone that look like her. As Caitlin calls Shari, Emmie says Gabe but

is pregnant. If it’s boy, she gonna name him Gabriel. She realize she can’t go back to house where Gabe slept w/her, bathtub where he bathed her. She & kids need fresh start. Calls Shari to pick her up. Call dad & say she wants house in Maui. She tell Shari they moving to Maui, tell her come with & Shari agrees. 3 weeks later, they’re packed, house in Maui in her name,legal custody of kids,plane tickets packed.

of rest of it. Caitlin freeze at word ashes. She go to Gabe’s mom office, see urn full of ashes. She leaves house, walk toward where car parked but out of it & just keeps walking. When she comes to as sun rises & she doesn’t know where she is, her mask, gloves, shirt gone. In tank top, no bra, legs hurt, feel probably running at some point. She remembers the kids as something to live for. She also knows/feels she

bedroom empty. Parents bedroom only has 1 person in it, think size means his dad. Mom maybe downstairs. Caitlin go into dad’s office, see email from Gabe’s mom saying can’t believe Gabe’s dad left her cuz of case he’s working on. She can’t sleep or eat & needs talk. Caitlin think mom w/Gabe. Gabe’s dad responds, meaning he’s awake upstairs. Dad say sorry, he put ashes in her office & lady taking care

go college. Property worth $600,000. Dad knows but he can’t b trusted w/that kind money cuz he’d drink himself to death. He like idea of his kids living it up, never thought he’d b able give them something like this. She sees in his eyes he’s up to something so she tell him she’ll think about it. Caitlin break into servant entrance of Gabe’s parents house. House so quiet. Upstairs guest bedroom & Gabe’s

to Gabe’s parents house find clues, plans to break in cuz know security code. Shari plans watch kids when Caitlin breaks in. Dad show up sober, tell Caitlin his aunt died & left him everything. He tell her he’ll keep this house & she can live w/kids in aunt’s house on Maui. Pics of cottage look perfect but she doesn’t trust dad. Property has cottage too, rents for $1800/month which mean she could work 1 job &