Status Updates From Hate to Feel

“And when it all goes away, life just feels all the more miserable. Like the day following an acid trip. Like a coke crash. Like the sick morning following an opiate binge. Like a hangover. The high is always temporary. Nothing works. In the end, you’re just reminded of how awful it is to feel.”

“I guess I just want to feel loved. But life has proven time and again that that just isn’t possible. So really, at the heart of it, I just don’t want to feel anything at all.”