Status Updates From Kształt twojego głosu, Tom ...

oh my God I'm sorry I just cant read this rn like I'm trying so hard and I really want to but for some odd reason my illegal website wants to play w me rn like why is every other page a black abyss please don't screw w me and on top of that goodreads has been acting up and apparently wants to catch these hands too
pmooooooo

I read the interview at the end of this volume, where the author and actress are talking about how kind Shoko is…but I don’t believe that never standing up for yourself or setting any kind of boundary with people is kind. You either force the people who love you to defend you because you won’t, or you force them to watch. Kind would be continuing to treat others well, but not allowing them to treat you badly.

Almost every one of these characters has something deeply wrong with them. I’m not even crazy about Shoko, whom everyone else (readers) seems to love. Not only do most of them behave terribly, they almost all seem incapable of growth or change.

Everyone in this series, except maybe Miyoko and little sis, seems to have a severe personality disorder. Not a one of them is capable of whole object relations; of seeing themselves and others as a mixture of good and bad. Everyone blames everyone else, villainises everyone else, except the ones who do it to themselves. Everyone is either saint or monster. It’s exhausting.

I probably should ha a quit after volume 1. I really just want to bite these people. They never learn, and apparently, neither do I.