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Haha I’m in danger

This book is a whole bunch of insanity on steroids. 😳😳

Damn that was ROUGH… now what 😩😩😩

“I read something like that in a dark romance book once back when I used to read fiction, about owning things before they own you. Corrupt by Penelope Douglas.”

🥹

“I press my thumb to my mouth and bite the skin hard enough to bleed. The taste of iron fills my mouth, and I think about her blood. I wonder if she’d let me lick it from her thigh. I wonder what it tastes like. Sweeter than mine. That’s all I know. It’s definitely sweeter than mine.”

I AM FERAL

“It’s impossible to stop fucking thinking about her. Wednesday night, after we got each other off, I wanted to beg her to stay. I wanted her to stay in bed with me. Sleep with me. I wanted her all over me. Fuck what Alex thought. He doesn’t deserve her. He’s lied to her. Kept things from her. He doesn’t even know her. Not like I do.”

I fear this type of obsessive behavior is doing it for me 😈

“You want to experience everything right? Then let me hurt you. Just a little.”

I shouldn’t be obsessed with him, but here I am… 😩

So messy … 🤭

this shit is so fucking crazy wtf…. might dnf 😣

Zara you are so loved by me

“You’re so much more. You have scars, like we all do, and yeah, you’re pretty damn chaotic and wild and kind of insane.“But you are so beautiful, too. So fucking beautiful, inside and out. And you’re funny and kind and your recklessness makes you interesting. And you deserve love, Zara. Whether you believe it or not, you deserve it.”

BABY.

“You’re not leaving here until I know you’re fucking done with those pills, Zara. Until you get your shit together. Until I stop hearing how you’re slipping out of your chair in class and you’re walking around in a fucking fog and even your dealer is worried about you.”

ZARA ROSE HENDERSON I LOVE YOU

“He almost made me think I deserved love. He almost made me love myself.”

OH MY GOD MY SHAYLA

“I’ve noticed lately that most things are like that for me. Almost like I’m dissociating from myself.”

Eli and Alex ARE NOT HOT THEY ARE USELESS AND PATHETIC CAN WE KILL THEM OFF ALREADY I DON’T CARE ABOUT THEMMMMMMM GOODBYE

Eli thinking Zara would leave Alex for him GOODBYE My baby IS ATTACHED BECAUSE OF THE DRUGS AND BECAUSE SHE FEELS SAFE WITH AL*X (FREE HERRRRR) DELUSIONAL FINAL BOSS. It’s giving the other woman core like I’m shaking my head so hard

I hope you let everyone in and then you get hurt you weak little bitch I actually want to strangle you I wish I could just go into the universe and snipe his useless ass this is why your daddy or mother dearest don’t gaf about you KYSSSSS. I hate him I HATE HIM

“Addisons always like to keep their secrets close.
If you let people in, they can hurt you.”

I’m gonna drown BOTH A*** and E**

I would pay an absurd amount of money just to fly Zara away from these losers

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STOP ITTTT

“About a girl drowning in a pool because she was so fucking drunk because she was so upset over a boy that didn’t give a damn about her.”

DON’T PLAYYY WHEN IT COMES TO HER I DON’T PLAY 😭😭😭

“I click my jaw, thinking about the upper I did today to make it through this dinner. Double my usual dose because my usual dose isn’t fucking working. I know what that means. I know I need to taper off, take something else in the meantime, let my tolerance die down”