Status Updates From Génie la matta

“i wanted to love her every minute of mu life so that she would want me, i followed her everywhere. she would say “get out of my hair.” but me, i wanted to love her, to always be near her” kill me bro oh god

“I wanted to thank her, to tell her that me, I would prefer to stay there with her, always with her. But I said nothing, I knew it was no longer possible.”

“Immediately, I wanted to wake her to tell her to stay with me in the old house, always with me, and I cried because she was sleeping so far away in her exhaustion.”

“We were so happy, the two of us, that we had no time to think of sad things.”

“I always wanted to tell her that I was there waiting for her, that I was so happy, so happy that she had come back this night again, that me, I loved her. But her face was full of silence.”

“And then, things happened, always the same ones, and there was no way to defend yourself against them, there was only the hope of having the strength to bear them in all those lost evenings.”

“Me, you have me.”

“I just wanted to console her. When you’re little, you don’t know.”

“But she would keep on crying. Then I would believe that she didn’t want me. I wanted to love her every minute of my life so that she would want me, I followed her everywhere.”

“Sometimes, she would hold me against her. Other times, she fell asleep at once, far, far away in the depths of her exhaustion.”