Status Updates From Wakenhyrst

The whole truth thing.. not even ivy knew the whole truth. Actions are by intentions + knowledge. That’s what I was thinking when I had arrived at this page that I don’t think disaster is in ref to the truth they say bc not understanding the whole truth, had to learn elsewhere which means by doing what they did, they had knowledge + intention, thereby making them what they called me), it’s the matrix, methinks.

67 L, father. Is that right.. after I got raped and turned out yes and a number of times, I was right. Harming me the rape victim. Well done. May Allah (SWT) deal with all those who goaded this narrative. Ungrateful. Here it talks about how he gets these stories and play acts them and that is what people did with my art, life, they made fan fiction and created stories. They shouldn’t go anywhere near it.

Who knows maybe an art historian will investigate my heart art one day. I know what I’d rather have.

Absolutely horrific that his family gave consent for harm. In his case, we know it’s true. But in real life even families can be coerced under pressure of deprivation and more if they don’t give in to demands by others exercising power. Families can be made to lie, pulled in to harming, some people are evil + twisted enough to get families involved. May Allah (SWT) deal with them (barring those dragged into it).

Why didn’t she tell him to save himself or go and run just based on her power as the daughter, she became like Jubal thinking someone else would handle it but in their case they actually have freedom and power to do something, she’s not overpowered, just carelessness and he’s someone he has charge over as well. This book is a lot.

That is vicious.. it makes me wonder whether a tremor could be rebranded as focal seizure through information hubs eg online news, stories, even chat gpt, and misused to make people believe they had a seizure. Maybe they did but a person could be told that it’s a seizure or something to do something. People are so scary.

Veal cutlet doesn’t sound so delicious but coddled eggs is amazing. I generally love eggs. I got into poached eggs but then felt it was too much. Plain eggs are great. Grounded in London do delicious scrambled eggs. Buttered toast with tea is so underrated.

She’s looking at her figure and feeling jealousy. There you go. Anyone who wants to starve you, hide you, alter you, it comes from jealousy. The ‘sadistic’ route is lapped up to avoid embarrassment because it’s embarrassing to say it’s jealousy, but it is. It’s envy. Own it. O-nut. Ridiculous. How a gynae was made to present it is beyond me.

Asparagus soup.. does not sound appetising. I love asparagus though. I once had fried salmon with Boursin cheese parcels tucked inside, I believe with spinach, the garlic sauce maybe? Asparagus and mash. So good. Roast lamb with watercress sounds delicious. I’d say roast lamb is nicer than chicken for Sunday roast. I would love to try gooseberry tart. Once again, you must try cherry pie, so good.

Should not be going through private diary. It’s like accessing someone’s chat gpt down to most regular things as this does happen, would discourage using it, they can thieve your thoughts, present as their own, appropriate + profit from it then threaten to commit crimes against you discreetly using public services if you speak. Do not spy, do not cooperate in sin + aggression by enabling operations, those within.

He’s not able to take responsibility for killing her.. the guilt, saying it is too heavy. He left her to die having caused it in the first place by harming her, is redirecting blame. But for him tying her up and harming her and not telling anyone what he’d done, hiding what he had done for his own reputation, he prevented her from being saved and getting her the help she needed.

It being known that if they proceeded knowing what would happen, all the trauma, becomes smeared + harms so many, is not good. Some get benefits to parrot it as that, but too many already know it isn’t, so it just becomes evidence of villainy, the depths of retaliation, disgust in those upholding it & those who went ahead knowingly, those within not only complicit, but the same so long as they’re benefiting.

From the painting it unleashed.. being falsely painted. Painting because of it.. and when they say all for someone, then that adds up too. Which therefore they should not indulge or ignore because if that is so then it’s unsafe. Only God knows, but strange.

I don’t know if venison is halal, but meat pie with carrots sounds nice, but not if the meat is too heavy. I still say sweet potato pie is ridiculously delicious. Wish I could try anisa’s pizzas just random thought she does some Indian curry based pizzas. Comfort food for the win, simple is best. Apple cheesecake mentioned.. I’d say rhubarb cake thing whatever it’s called is delicious, so underrated.

This book is stressing me out as a survivor. Another incident.

By the way in general circumstances you’ll learn from people, stories anyway, despite changes that student finance isn’t affected so any changes made are arbitrarily for one person. May God deal with all those oppressing people via student finance riba anyway to make themselves richer. The actions of evil people. And those who make arbitrary changes to harm one person eg a modern slave (would not longer apply)

Roast with bread sauce and carrots, damson pudding, oh that sounds amazing!!!!!!!!! Love desserts with fruit!! Should try cherry pie as well! Weirdly, sweet potato pie as well, so good!! And custard! I’m not crazy about custard, it is heavy and filling quickly when you want to enjoy the dessert more. Custard is better after the pudding. And then ginger beer. Yum! I love ginger based drinks!!

What on earth is up with this book, why did that need to be added, why did they unclothe what is wrong it’s so uncomfortable

Astrology is dangerous, there’s wisdom in why it’s prohibited. It can be disingenuously used to falsely label + cast suspicions about a person deliberately ignoring it for others whose astrology is the same bc it would be detrimental to their narrative. Picking + choosing astrological interpretations. It + astrologers can be used to falsely justify events + people when in reality the meaning is being made to fit.

Random Stephen king tangent: Not adapting to misery’s fan fiction, their interpretation is not the truth, it is coercive control. How dangerous to have even created a whole directory of dates knowing it would haunt people for the rest of their lives. Zero concern for long term, lives have been drastically impacted because of the choice to implement dates across as view counts, ads, traumatised people for life.

Erm.. what’s going on is it true that it says for Christian’s that women cannot preach? We have female scholars and preachers in Islam.

So we all dressed up as wolves and went to the fire. The music industry is really bad. It was really them.

How cruel is it to make circumstances such that a person doesn’t have a grave and slander a person so people won’t feel the need to visit the persons grave.. unfortunately when people already know the truth, dunya mein kitni hai nafratein, phir bhi dillon mein hai chahatein. It doesn’t stop them grieving, it just highlights people’s dogged pursuit of cruelty

Maud isn’t grieving the loss of chatterpie. In real life, people do grieve, are grieving but instructed to say to a dying person that they aren’t grieving another to basically hurt the dying person, to tell them they won’t be missed. As in, due to retaliation. Whichever people give such orders might one day find themselves on the receiving end themselves, God might avenge the dying person.

How horrifying that a sick person who relies on restaurants to feed themselves because of weakness in strength, ability and chronic fatigue is painted as a glutton when in reality they are a sick person surviving through a means that is most easy on their health. Bowel surgery applied as a punishment for their so-called ‘gluttony’ having already seen that without such means they are finding it difficult.

People reach enough to believe that they are Isa (AS) by enacting day of judgement. Human beings per real trials, cosplaying Isa (AS) serving judgement on a person presenting it as justice.. saying they have been defamed while actually defaming the person. The Qur’an is not cosplay, it’s not scenes you can play out. It is the Revelation of God. Verses referred to are verses that can only be implemented by God.