Status Updates From The Book of Disquiet

This guy…the ramblings of a depressed hermit who constantly thinks about dreaming and death. He’s afraid to live, he’s afraid of his life, but also accepting of his own life? but like not really? But like wont do anything about it…espouses all of this crap about action being necessary for the soul, but won’t actually act himself bc he’s afraid and “apathetic”…okay.

"The absurd saves us, despite the tedium, from that state of soul that begins with the sweet fury of dreaming"