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I decided to take a a shower , drowning my sobs with the sound of the water. It was not the first time a his in the shower while I cried. I had felt this emptyiess for a long time now, and for too long, I had tried to ignore it. I always thought it was the hole left by my parents- a hole that could never be filled. But tonight watching Ryan with the other woman, I understood it was not that. I knew what I had to do,

“Then my heart broke once again, now into even smaller pieces. Pieces so tiny that nothing would be able to put them together again “

I wanted to raise my glass to him in appreciation like I have seen done in the movies, but of course, Diego San Roman was nowhere to be seen. I shook my head clearing it. Of course Diego hadn't given me a second thought. Adrian must be instructed to do this with all reporters, and here I was sitting with my panties all wet just thinking about him.

DIEGO
What the hell happened out there? I walked into the kitchen with Marian trailing behind me. "I need to get to work."
"What was that all about?" Her words came out through clenched teeth, sharp and chopped, and her beautiful face was was rigid.

"After what seemed like an eternity to me, I finally found the courage to lift my gaze and smile. "Nikki Evans," I said softly. keeping my hands glued to the table as he came closer and kissed my cheek. I felt the heat radiating from his body get warmer and warmer as he got closer to me. The touch of his skin as he gently brushed my cheek with his soft lips was electrifying, making me blush once again."

"His hands were in his pockets, his sleeves rolled up, showing off his muscled tanned forearms. I aw a tattoo that traveled from his rolled up sleeve straight to his right forearm ending at his wrist. Ink covered his arm with a beautiful carved kitchen knife chopping a rose, its petals flying off from the strength of the harsh cut. It felt broken and sad, giving me a sense of hollow sadness I was familiar with. "