Status Updates From Alix's Journal (French Lite...

On est pareilles elle et moi moi aussi j aime la viole de gambe et suicidaire

je vais mourir.
Tu vas me perdre mon amour.
[…]
Tu me verras morte Jacques Roubaud. On viendra te chercher. Tu identifieras mon cadavre.

Decided to read this gem again.

God is not someone to be played with;he's neither an adversary nor a gaming partner.

...In playing with God, one loses every round.

"the relationship between translator and author is conjugal;one forgives the other nothing. Outsiders can do what they like;but not at home,where an explanation is required straight away,a meal straight away." Mouchard

Irgendwie = a thought in preparation.
Scholem

Alix was devastated by the suicide of close friend and collaborator, film-maker Jean Eustache, with whom she spoke by phone every night.



A short film they made together:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96LmS...

Joyce Wieland painting

Now that I've fractured my fucking goddamn ankle,space does indeed becomes discontinuous

Som ett brev på posten vid terminsstart; kraschat läsflow och buttert humör. Tröstar mig med dagboksfragment.

Morris Louis

breathtaking torrents of words which come to turn us into failed prosewriters like Arondel Jacquemier and me

Paul der Hollander

"ombre eloge inverse" seems to be a reference to her husband's
l"amour du nombre:
...la parenté de l'esthétique victorienne et de l'éloge de l'ombre), une composition poétique sous ce titre, Ombre, éloge inverse, née de ces photographies...

heteroclite = abnormal

youth is a merciful house

The visual is the affirmation of an ante-predicative substance unable to produce certainties yet giving a grounding, of a sort, to a belief in the real
in the same way that memory is the ground of belief in the past.