Ashlee B > Recent Status Updates

i would like it known…this is an EPIC LENGTH fic yall. it’s 865k words!! equaling approx 3460 pages! that means i’ve read about 700k words & 2800 pages at only 81%!! & every. single. one. is pure pain & heartache 🙂🙂🙂

finishing out day mf 6 of this fic at 60% & i feel like we finally getting towards….fuck. idk i wanted to say happiness but that def ain’t it. 🙂😂

ha ha great progress ashlee. lol i did read the alt ending that’s suggested to read after chapter 31 tho. & welp. let’s just say im elated that’s not real. 😂😂🙃🙃 yes i realize how delusional that sounds.

help. i’m still at the restaurant.


…i could be going back to this…but im stalling instead from anxiousness 🙃🙃

i can't breathe without thinking of this fic. but i also never want to look at this fic OR ANY OTHER ever again in my entire life. it just...it hurts. all over. everywhere.

i. seriously. question my life choices 🙂🫠💔

...i want to yeet myself off a bridge for knowing how this plot loosely goes. 🙃🙃🙃

i finished it. & i wanna vomit. it was so amazing. these boys broke themselves, they broke each other, they broke more people…they broke ME!! it was a masterpiece 😭😭😭

ohhhh holllyyyyy fcknnn shit!!! noooo!! this is bad. this is real real bad yall! 😭😭😭😭

**maybe** spoiler warning idfk but it’s not a big deal mmkay…

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i’m starting to think our stoic professor here’s got himself a little ear fetish. 😏😈🤭😂😂

hehehe 🤭🤭🤭 these boys are sooooo down bad!!!

i told myself i was just taking a peek…that much a slow physical eyeball reader…that there’s no way i’d read this whole thing before it released anyways….🫠🫠🫠 & welp. here we are. 😂😂😂

bahaha one scene goes a little like this:
“his forehead starts to lower to mine & i headbutt him. ‘get the fuck off me & don’t kiss me again.’
he chuckles, the sound vibrating against my throat. ‘you’re right. this is so gay & we’re definitely straight.’”
😂😂😂😂😂 at least we getting aware 😂😂😂

hehehehehehe 🤭🤭🤭🤭 kayden is sooooo mean to gareth yall!! he’s gonna be a total daddy!! i’m literally only 8 chapters in & it’s already a WILD FCKN RIDEEEEE!! omggg! hahaha oh..& did i mention…they’re BOTH “not gay!” & “totally straight” 😏😏😏😏 lol alright boys. hahaa sure

i just wanted to start sneaky peeking while i wait for the audio to release in 5 days...& two chapters in & im completely & utterly SHOOKETH & SMITTEN!! 🤭🤭🤭 hehehe these two are going to be so much fun i can't even!

have to stop again for work…& i’m still taking this so slow! but ahhhhh i got to the painful part & novy!!! my boy!!! i love you so much 😭😭😭

i have to take a break because i can’t focus on this at work..but i really cry for the foreshadowing im getting rn 😭😭😭 also…emergency contact…that’s all.

2/23 - a year as mrs. malfoy by jessicalovejoyao3