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am i going to reread my favourite series the night before my exam…? hell yes

so far not bad. somewhat impressed.

rereading this bc it’s one of my favourite books ever!!

BEEN WAITING FOREVER FOR THIS!!! FOUR BLOODY YEARS!!!!

everyone in this book annoys the fuck out of me. the two main characters are always fighting i don’t see any romance anywhere. the girl is a doormat lets everyone treat her like shit - her best friend worst of all. the best friend is SOO FUCKING ANNOYING thinks everything is about her and treats everyone like her own personal toy.

macon always acts like a victim and doesn’t own up to his mistakes.

catherine is very very unlikable. runs away from all her problems and is constantly lying to everyone around her. can’t handle it when someone gives her a reality check and worse of all gets upset when she gets it back.

only reading this for cross 😭😭🫶🏼

this guy is a dick. there’s nothing i like about him whatsoever.

i literally stalled reading this bc i didn’t want it to be over!!! i love ryke and daisy so much there’s not enough words in the universe to explain it.

“without you, the sky has no sun.”

“in every smile. in every frown. and i will love him after every long way down.”

connor is soooo fucking annoyingggg ugh i understand why rory wants to kill him every two minutes bc i do too😭. but i’m loving this book so far!

this guy acts like a child idk how he ever managed to lead a whole cardiology department in chicago. he’s also a big fat bully who treats london like a whore at his beck and call. and has also said he won’t apologise for his behaviour bc “he doesn’t feel bad about it so he won’t and” zach is so fucking condescending. most of the book he is purely driven by lust

the same Japanese saying that was used here was used in penelope douglas’ hideaway…
and that blowjob scene started reallyyy hot… didn’t end the same way tho 🥲

may god help me get through this book. i’m about half way through and still don’t understand what the fuck is going on. nothing is explained. and i’m losing my mind out of boredom.