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I am absolutely loving this! The build up and tension is so intense with Aiden & Elijah. Forbidden. Also, if this is proving anything it’s what I already know: giving up sex or any kind of human intimacy for God is absurd.

This is fucking beautiful in all the ways. The desperation. The yearning. The want. The need, the NEED. This is destroying me in the best way and there’s been no sex yet, I fucking live for this kind of writing.

Holy crap. 35 pages in and my heart is just in pieces. This is gonna put me through the wringer, I can feel it.

Ok Chapter 8 calm down. Dear God 🥵

omg 😭

I’m fucking loving this. This has been on my TBR for a while and I’m so glad I finally started. I wish Niko and I were friends.

Hooooooly f*ck 🫣

Ohhhh I hate it when they fight! 😭

Damnit I’m shifting. In book one I absolutely could not pick a favourite but in part two…. I’m definitely leaning more toward Ilya 🥹🫣

Ok Chapter 5 calm the fuck down 🥵🥵🥵

EMOTIONSSSSS

Ok, I just.
This is unreal, how much I am just loving these 2 together. The tension is tensioning. The feelings are there but they’re fighting it. 168 pages in and I’ve read more smut than hockey and I am 100% on board with all of this.

73 pages in and the spice is spicing.
Lord I am so hyped to watch this show, they better not leave ANY. THING. out. 🥵

Lord the miscommunication is hitting hard and pissing the f out of me.

These guys haaaaaaaaaate each other. I love it.

Goddamnit Ash Holloway, I hate this part.

Goddamn this book is so fire.

Man. I recommended this to a friend and ever since I’ve been hankering for a re-read! It’s a nice comfort read, even though I know exactly what’s going to happen & when I still find myself with goosebumps. Avi is still my favourite fella.

Step Uncle & Step Nephew.
Give me more of these questionable relationships, pleaaaaaaaaaase.

Janel is a piece of work. I didn’t like her from the beginning but the fact that she KNEW her brother was in love with Mik, knew that’s why she & him broke up. Yet still insisted on playing happy family & then wondered why everything fell apart when Jason came back? I don’t feel sorry for this broad.

Oh the emotions! From BFFS, to lovers, to brother in laws who hate each other but are really still in love with each other.
I also really love that this is a story about men by own age - mid to late 30’s.

Potential Spoiler:

So to recap: best friends fall in love. Best friend 1 got best friend 2’s sister pregnant and decides to do the “right thing. Best friend 2 boots it to Europe and they don’t see each other again for 18 years. To say the tension is tensioning is an understatement. This is so delicious. Best friend 1 has a penis piercing I’ve never even heard of before 🥵 Just a small tasty detail.

This is gonna be emotional, I can feel it already.

Fuck, I love it when the 2 MMCs hurt 🥹

Potential spoiler:

Twin brothers. Brother 1 has a best friend. Brother 2 is gay & in love with brother 1’s best friend and brother 1 doesn’t know.
They all attend the same Uni. Brother 2 joins a hook-up app and talks to “Johnny” in an attempt to get over brother 1’s best friend. Twist: brother 1’s best friend IS “Johnny” BUT brother 2 doesn’t know….🫣 👀
Things are getting spicy!

“My favourite movie of all time is The Rocky Horror Picture Show “.

I’m in love.

I’m not usually one for a Daddy kink but this is working.

Ohhh the boys add developing hardcore feelings! Duh, we saw that coming but I’m such a sucker for this.

33 pages in and we’re already spicy.
Also, friends with benefits never works don’t do it. But they’re gonna do it and I’m a sucker to see how this plays out.

“I love you, Brendon, until my heart stops beating.”
“Then I’ll make sure it never does.”
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
I’m such a sap and here for all of it. If I was taking shots for the amount of “I love yous” in this book I’d be so trashed.
It’s way past my bedtime but I’ve got like 40 pages left so I’m gonna try to hammer this out.