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"Yes, yes. But! She might be in for a surprise. For you are not only a curiously focused person, boy, but you're also one of the most emotionally repressed human beings I've ever met."
LOLLL

the magic system/world is SOO creative and freaky and unsettling I am excited to learn more!!

guess who finished part 6 🎉🎉 and teared up bruh.
epilogue time 🥳

sorry for the spam but imagine being threatened by BOTH of the raskolnikovs in one day LOL what a loser 🪓🔫

I am so sick yall I HATE SVIDRIGAILOV BROOO

get svidrigailov off my page right now gross gross gross

75 pages to go 😛

"You'll see that one can get along with me after all..."

part 5 complete! I am actually feeling so nostalgic rn bc the first time I read c&p I remember getting to this scene at11pm, realizing I HAD to finish the novel, soo 16 year old Ali stayed up until like 2 or 3am on a school night to see how it ended (and I read the epilogue super fast on the way to school the next morning). what a banger!!!

part 5 chapter 4 LORDDDD truly the best chapter in the entire book. Raskolnikov is so awful but I love him. Seeing him fully understand his thought process through explaining it to Sonya, seeing his transformation from superhuman to louse to just a man. Sonya urging him not to give into dispair but to undergo redemptive suffering. "I'll still fight."

DOSTOEVSKY YOU ARE TOO GOOD TO ME.

friends I am locking in today and finishing part 5 I SWEARR because there is about 30 pages left

lowkey resisting the urge to dnf (at least for now)... I am enjoying it but idk I kind of do not care about the characters

chat we have finally made it to part 5 out of 6....everyone stand up and applaud

"My good Rodion Romanovich! My heart and soul! My dearest! What's the matter?"

Porfiry is so funny for this because why is he lowkey flirting with Rodya but also if I had been in the room with someone who absolutely knew I committed a crime, and they proceeded to rage bait me and call me their dearest I WOULD CRASH OUTTT

"and then suddenly stun him right in the head, with an axe, sir— heh, heh, heh!—right on the head, to use your happy comparison, heh, heh!"

LMFAOO PORFIRY IS FOUL FOR THAT

I'm really enjoying this!! I just am NOT in the mood to be reading on my tablet LOL I wish I had a physical copy so bad

"i need to prove to domnhall and his parents that i'm strong. that i can be a warrior."

maybe even?? someone serious? someone lawyerly? someone who wears black when nobody's dead?? 🎶

world's slowest reader

I WILL LOCK TF IN TRUST

and if I said I just spent 43 minutes on FOUR. PAGES. 🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥 HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE

i locked in and knocked out about 50 pages (which took an embarrassingly long time yall)

alert the headlines ali has once again picked this up after 2 months with with the intent to finish before dec 31

MIKA ☹️☹️☹️ i love this series so much

"but dazai didn't say a word as he stared at a point in the sky with an elbow resting on the table. it was as if his eyes weren't focused on the scenery outside but were watching vivid memories playing back of his mind."

yeah. oda reference...yeah. ☹️☹️☹️

sorry for spamming but
"it's finally happening." (XXX) smiled. "it's nowhere near as big of a deal as i thought it'd be."

TELL ME WHY I'M TWEAKING OUT EVEN THOUGH OBVIOUSLY IT WILL ALL BE OKAY 😭😭 WHAT IS HAPPENING