"This great fear deepened everything within me. Turned inward into myself, as a blind man sounds out his own attentiveness, for the first time I had wholly fallen back upon an instinct. And I shivered with extreme pleasure as if finally mindful of the grandeur of an instinct that was bad, total and infinitely sweet—as if finally tasting, and within myself, a grandeur greater than myself. I was getting drunk for the
— Oct 02, 2026 01:19PM
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