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The New Testament is living up to the hype. Mathew was definitely my favorite book so far I am excited to read the rest

Been updating in big chunks! I read a lot recently and it has been a bit slow and confusing at times but overall I am really enjoying it. It is like working out where after you are done you feel this really good energy and a feeling of accomplishment within yourself. Hopefully by my next update I will have made it to the New Testament

Haven’t updated in a while but I am much further. The past few books have took a much better turn from the way the story is told. Super excited to read more I want to get to the New Testament as soon as possible

Had to jump around a bit at the end of Leviticus because it was repeating a lot of the same things. I did the same at the end of Exodus as it repeated the materials and how to build the Ark of the Covenant. I figured I could skim those parts

Got my real copy so I have page numbers now. Finished Genesis and now know about Moses currently on Exodus 7

Read to Genesis 44

Read to Genesis 16:1

Currently on Genesis 16:1

I’ll always choose you. On the sunniest days, and the darkest nights. I’ll choose you. Every single day for the rest of my life

Still thinking about all the memories every single day. One that stuck out today was checking out the Chocolate War book along with a few other ones :) I still remember your reaction from the title! I miss you more than ever.

I had an amazing dream during my nap of us at a movie together :) it was so perfect you were in a white sun dress and you looked so so beautiful. When I woke up I felt ill because I didn’t have you. I pray that I have one like that again tonight :) But we will be laying on the couch with all the lights off except for a little fireplace. We will read and after that we will lay holding each other with me big spoon :)

I pray everyday that the next few months will just fly by

I keep thinking about the summer and our calls in the morning I loved waking up and calling you and some days we’d be so so sleepy that we wouldn’t talk but we’d try to because we wanted to so bad! I remember how cute it was when you were talking to me and trying to string words together but it wasn’t happening lol :)

Im thinking about when we made stickers and how great that was to do together. We worked so well together and pumped so many out :) I loved listening to music with you and eating even when you sat behind me lol. We wanted everything to be perfect and put so much time into it all. I would’ve stayed and worked with you everyday the rest of the summer if I could. I love thinking about that :)

The songs are great and so sad. All the lyrics I’d say right back. I pray every day for you and can’t wait for the day I can hear your sweet voice again. And your adorable laugh that makes me feel so fuzzy :) I cannot wait for any of it :)

I can’t stop staring at pictures of you it makes me feel on fire. Today I’ve been thinking a lot about playoffs and how we walked around the track together and how tired we got sitting all day waiting for Overwatch to compete :)

Happy new year :)))) I was so excited to see a song added :)) this was the greatest year of my life and it’s all because of you I want you in all my years to come <3

It’s kind of crazy it’s almost 2024. I’ve been waiting like my whole life for this year. You told me not to rush this year but I want to. I want it to be May. I’d be lying if I said these past two months have flown by because they really haven’t. Without you I feel a big empty part within me like something vital is missing. I hope you have an exciting and safe new years I love you more than ever.

I hope the song you added wasn’t the last one I love them so so much and they make feel so warm :)

Christmas break is becoming a drag. I miss you so so much. I was in twitter and saw a funny Valorant banner that is coming out and it reminded me how much we played and got that Beatles gold one :)) I love thinking of that stuff and how excited we got when the other did well. Also remember when we would get in lobbies with people and tell them we were in same room and you know :) I love that

No matter where we are, you still have my heart. I miss you more and more each day. My love is only growing stronger. I’m staying no matter what.

I love staring at the sunsets and thinking about you. I see you in all the stunning and beautiful colors. :)

I can’t wait until we can talk again and play together. I miss you more than ever and I wish I had you right now. I haven’t went to bed yet I’m going to try and get some sleep now. It would be so much easier with you. Did you know it’s easier to fall asleep with people you love? :)

I had a Carmel frappe today and I thought about “Carmel breath” the entire time :)

Come with me, my love
To the sea, the sea of love
I want to tell you
How much I love you <3