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I’ll always choose you. On the sunniest days, and the darkest nights. I’ll choose you. Every single day for the rest of my life

Still thinking about all the memories every single day. One that stuck out today was checking out the Chocolate War book along with a few other ones :) I still remember your reaction from the title! I miss you more than ever.

I had an amazing dream during my nap of us at a movie together :) it was so perfect you were in a white sun dress and you looked so so beautiful. When I woke up I felt ill because I didn’t have you. I pray that I have one like that again tonight :) But we will be laying on the couch with all the lights off except for a little fireplace. We will read and after that we will lay holding each other with me big spoon :)

I pray everyday that the next few months will just fly by

I keep thinking about the summer and our calls in the morning I loved waking up and calling you and some days we’d be so so sleepy that we wouldn’t talk but we’d try to because we wanted to so bad! I remember how cute it was when you were talking to me and trying to string words together but it wasn’t happening lol :)

Im thinking about when we made stickers and how great that was to do together. We worked so well together and pumped so many out :) I loved listening to music with you and eating even when you sat behind me lol. We wanted everything to be perfect and put so much time into it all. I would’ve stayed and worked with you everyday the rest of the summer if I could. I love thinking about that :)

The songs are great and so sad. All the lyrics I’d say right back. I pray every day for you and can’t wait for the day I can hear your sweet voice again. And your adorable laugh that makes me feel so fuzzy :) I cannot wait for any of it :)

I can’t stop staring at pictures of you it makes me feel on fire. Today I’ve been thinking a lot about playoffs and how we walked around the track together and how tired we got sitting all day waiting for Overwatch to compete :)

Happy new year :)))) I was so excited to see a song added :)) this was the greatest year of my life and it’s all because of you I want you in all my years to come <3