Deven > Status Update

I’ll always choose you. On the sunniest days, and the darkest nights. I’ll choose you. Every single day for the rest of my life

I had an amazing dream during my nap of us at a movie together :) it was so perfect you were in a white sun dress and you looked so so beautiful. When I woke up I felt ill because I didn’t have you. I pray that I have one like that again tonight :) But we will be laying on the couch with all the lights off except for a little fireplace. We will read and after that we will lay holding each other with me big spoon :)

I pray everyday that the next few months will just fly by

I keep thinking about the summer and our calls in the morning I loved waking up and calling you and some days we’d be so so sleepy that we wouldn’t talk but we’d try to because we wanted to so bad! I remember how cute it was when you were talking to me and trying to string words together but it wasn’t happening lol :)

Im thinking about when we made stickers and how great that was to do together. We worked so well together and pumped so many out :) I loved listening to music with you and eating even when you sat behind me lol. We wanted everything to be perfect and put so much time into it all. I would’ve stayed and worked with you everyday the rest of the summer if I could. I love thinking about that :)

The songs are great and so sad. All the lyrics I’d say right back. I pray every day for you and can’t wait for the day I can hear your sweet voice again. And your adorable laugh that makes me feel so fuzzy :) I cannot wait for any of it :)

I can’t stop staring at pictures of you it makes me feel on fire. Today I’ve been thinking a lot about playoffs and how we walked around the track together and how tired we got sitting all day waiting for Overwatch to compete :)

Happy new year :)))) I was so excited to see a song added :)) this was the greatest year of my life and it’s all because of you I want you in all my years to come <3

It’s kind of crazy it’s almost 2024. I’ve been waiting like my whole life for this year. You told me not to rush this year but I want to. I want it to be May. I’d be lying if I said these past two months have flown by because they really haven’t. Without you I feel a big empty part within me like something vital is missing. I hope you have an exciting and safe new years I love you more than ever.