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slept for two hours last night now crying at the library reading i suspect these two things may be relatively related

my chord was tugged then torn from the staff

murakami i love you, my spirit escapes when i sleep to linger around your keyboard when you write

trying to hard to stay focused on this book but it’s so much about gay people suffering and having no freedom and suffering and dillydallying around england as aristocrats

baby butch and married femme… how could this ever go wrong

“And here I again touch on my problem, on our problem, my unknown friends (—for I as yet know of no friends)”

ok 😭

it’s getting depressing

thinking of gender of early 1900s england…. i wouldn’t have lasted a day… i see myself in an era i never lived in, and it makes me feel far more connected with people similar to me, and i see a larger history involved in the similarity

uncomfortable with the fact that the first mention of feminism in what i’ve read of murakami so far is a mockery of it

got jumpscared by the reference to symposium, it’s literally the book i put off so i can read this one instead

i feel like im being scolded

btw i should be finished this already for school but im behind in my reading sooo…. this gotta be finished by the week i get back bc it’s for a year long course yeaaa

and im not reading the republic on my cwismis break 🙅🏼‍♀️🙅🏼‍♀️🙅🏼‍♀️🙅🏼‍♀️